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I'm abandoning this account. 
          	
          	I hate everything I wrote on here, but I know that it brought joy to people, so I can't bring myself to delete it. If anyone wants to read my dumb little My Hero academia ramblings or my selfship/x reader Shigaraki fics then feel free to follow me on AO3 (@DrNightingale). There's also some AO3 exclusive SCP oneshots for anyone interested. 
          	
          	Thank you to everyone who read my fics, stuck by this account and who supported me throughout my cringe 12/13 year old self's fanfiction. 
          	
          	Goodbye. 
          	
          	-Zeph
          	
          	

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I'm abandoning this account. 
          
          I hate everything I wrote on here, but I know that it brought joy to people, so I can't bring myself to delete it. If anyone wants to read my dumb little My Hero academia ramblings or my selfship/x reader Shigaraki fics then feel free to follow me on AO3 (@DrNightingale). There's also some AO3 exclusive SCP oneshots for anyone interested. 
          
          Thank you to everyone who read my fics, stuck by this account and who supported me throughout my cringe 12/13 year old self's fanfiction. 
          
          Goodbye. 
          
          -Zeph
          
          

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Vent post//
          
          Sooooo my gf sent me a 29 minute long audio recording of her and her mum meeting with someone who organises therapy, and honestly, her mother is a manipulative bitch! 
          
          I listened to the WHOLE THING, start to finish, TWICE and oh my God, I almost found myself believing her. 
          
          She was like "[Frost] has issues with meeting people online, and her current plans are to move to great Britain when she turns 18-"
          
          [Frost]: "well not when I'm 18,i want to go to college first."
          
          Mom: "well, yeah, but she wants to move to Great Britain with some random she met online."
          
          BRO. 
          
          I GET IT, ONLINE SAFETY AND ALL THAT JAZZ, BUT I GAVE YOU THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET ME AND TALK TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES, AND YOU FUCKING REFUSED. IT'S DEFINITELY GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU BEING A HOMOPHOBIC BITCH. 
          
          some other highlights:
          
          "All her other siblings are in therapy so-" I wonder why
          
          "Yeah, she shows pictures of her other siblings to these randos." Um... 1 time? 1 time and it was because they were already in a Google photos shared album and we couldn't figure out how to delete them??? 
          
          "She has a problem with meeting people online and acting impulsively." 1) she's almost 18, 2) she has AuDHD, she's gonna be impulsive
          
          "She tried to run away from home a couple times when she was younger." I  wonder  why 
          
          I swear I heard her mumble something about sexuality and her being "convinced she's pansexual" but can't prove it soooooo. 
          
          When she's 18she better call me every day and make sure to show me to her parents to prove I'm not a stingy old man living in his mum's garage. 
          
          And I'm gonna be so polite it's rude as well. 

kittyKatpool

@EJsimp2971 "so polite it's rude" is the best thing I've heard ever. That really sucks. I'm sorry you both have to deal with people like that :(
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Hey everyone! 
          
          Hope you all had happy holidays and an amazing new year! 
          
          Just letting you know that I intend to start writing what is formally know as the clef x br*ght fic, and will now be known as the CrystalClef fic. 
          
          More info is to come regarding my 963 rewrite, and I will make sure to update you all as soon as I can be bothered to finish typing out my notes into a semi-legible document. 
          
          Until then, all you need to know is that their name is Jackson Everest Moore and that they are a crystally boi (gender neutral) 
          
          They are pangender and pansexual, and there will be no more references to 'The list' in my works. It was funny at the time, however now, considering the statements of the victims, it needs to be left in the past. 
          
          I look forward to writing a fic with better representation of the characters various mental illnesses, physical conditions and learning disabilities, as well as making it a better place for people affected by Theduckman.
          
          All of my works that contain Br*ght aside from the clight fic (it's way too much to go through and it used the old anomaly too much to change... Plus I might die of cringe) will have them replaced by Moore.
          
          This includes my one shot book, jack Br*ghts Instagram and any other works containing them. 
          
          Thank you all for the support over the past 2 years, I look forward to showing you what I have learned in that time. 
          
          That's all for now
          Have a great day/night
          
          -Nightingale

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@The_Jelly_Eggdog yeah, so do I. She blocked me back when I was still using br*ght because she didn't want to risk seeing the posts anyone made about him, which is understandable
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@The_Jelly_Eggdog I know :( it sucks so bad, but at the same time, it let me exercise my creative writing and Character design. If highly recommend seeking the evidence that daisybellejpeg on Tumblr has compiled, as she was one of the authors victims and it explains a lot if you're curious
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Oh I'm also going to apologize for the twinkifying of clef in the clef x bright book. 
          
          It would of course be easier to lie and to say that 'i had just seen him interpreted that way' however, I had known that he wasn't like that in actuality. In reality, I was afraid to write a character who is a bear gay man because I didn't want to offend people, but in doing so, I have taken part in the erasure surrounding bigger bodies and body hair, and for that I apologize, and I have seen the error of my ways. 
          
          I am glad to announce that clef will be in his true 5 foot 3 bear form in the new book, and I am excited to get working on it

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Hello everyone
          
          This post has been a long time coming. 
          
          I am officially ending the current clef x bright book and rewriting it. 
          
          As some of you know, I started that book when I was 12 years old, and I have grown in that time, both in my writing and mentally, and I have realized that I have grown to hate that book and everything that I put into it. 
          
          I hate how I made my of the main character in more recent chapters, and I hate the blatant ableism that I used from the original SCP-590 article that I have realized it is beyond repair. 
          
          The book will also feature my version of bright, he still keeps the name, however keeps none of the features that TheDuckman fetizhized, such as the whole possession thing. 
          
          I will explain it more in the actual book, however it will not come for atleast a few months as I work on rewriting the WHOLE bright family as well as focussing more on my family and girlfriend. 
          
          Thank you all for the support over the past few years of writing this book, it means so much to me and honestly breaks my heart to have to do this, but as I said it is beyond repair. 
          
          The book will remain up for those who want to read it, probably up until I am at the same stage with the rewrite as the current book is now, and then it will be unpublished, but available for anyone who dms me and asks REEEEEEAALLLLYYYY nicely (until I fully delete it) 
          
          Once again, thank you ALL SO MUCH for the support, I promise I will try not to fuck up the timeline on this one!!!! 
          
          Nightingale signing off
          (For now) 

kittyKatpool

@SerpentsRightHand sorry, by "update" I meant the new book.  I should have read that over before posting it. my bad.
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Aw man lol I remember the book got me through 8th grade. I remember getting so excited for new updates, because I could always read them during 4th hour, then I’d spend like… the next two weeks or longer just thinking about it until the next update. I’m really looking forward to the update, and looking forward to it getting me through high school lol ):3 !! Take ur time!! I’m excited:D
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*Casually drops unseen EJsimp clef lore into latest chapter then disappears into the void for another 5 months*

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@EJsimp2971 Ill make it even longe-
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Hey everybody! 
          
          Just wanted to say that 4 (ish) months and a lot of mental breakdowns later, clef x bright may finally come off of hiatus! (If I don't decide I hate the new chapter by this weekend and delete it again) (no I am not ok) sorry for the wait! 

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There's this thing called general conference which is like the biannual meeting of Mormons, and I'm sat here watching it not because I condone what the Mormon church do to minorities like the LGBTQ and people who choose to leave, but because I know my girlfriend is probably watching it with her family, and I feel connected with her while watching it, knowing that we are watching the same thing at the same time makes me happy, even if I don't really like the way they treat people and don't agree with what they are saying, it's still nice to feel that connection with her