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✨Question, what was the first anime to make you cry?
          
          Mine was Demon Slayer, when Rengoku died.

✨✨Real question, who is your favourite anime character and which anime are they from? And who is your least favourite anime character, and from which anime?

✨So chapter three of my Dazai X Chuuya fic “Saints Don’t Wear Leather” has just been published, and we are definitely getting some spicy action in this one friends✨
          https://www.wattpad.com/1531611526?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=accioavacadoxx

The best writer on this app goes to accioavacdoxx!! 

New chapter of my Dazai X Chuuya fic has just gone up !! If you enjoy Bungo Stray Dogs, or like a spicey/enemies to lovers kind of vibe, please give it a read❤️❤️
          
          I am challenging myself to publish one chapter of this story a day until it is finished (6 days), and it’s a new writing style for me with a darker concept!! 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1530341115?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=accioavacadoxx

Just published a new story. If you like Bungo Stray Dogs or Soukoku, please feel free to check it out! ❤️ Full story will be published within a week.
          
          Expect chapter two to be published today or tomorrow morning.
          https://www.wattpad.com/1531068937?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=accioavacadoxx

@accioavacadoxx ilyy ❤️❤️

I wanna apologise for the rant I subjected you all to last night. As an anxious and insecure person, I still feel that my feelings of shame and paranoia were valid after my experience lol, but I do apologise for whining. It’s just the concept of having an entire 20k people anonymously bullying me on this group page because they feel comfortable behind the safety of their screens.
          
          A major thank you to everyone who offered their support, kind words, and helped get me down from the metaphorical bridge I had put myself on. While I feel stupid for ranting about my problems, it does help to get it all out, and for some reason, you all are the sweetest and related to my problems or helped me through them. Thank you !!

So uhm, does anyone else get severely embarrassed/ashamed of something you said/did, and really struggle to move past it ??
          
          I spent two hours crying in a car today because I made a mistake while driving, and unfortunately, in my area,  there’s this local group where people take photos or videos of people driving, post them, and essentially label them as “shit drivers” and talk all kinds of crap. They quite literally tear drivers apart and call them all sorts of names, shame them and say they shouldn’t be allowed on the road, etc.
          
          The sad part about all this is that I’m actually a good driver, and am usually very careful, but I hesitated then made a mistake, and had to very quickly get myself out of a sticky situation (I’m fairly confident at thinking/correcting stuff in a hurry) but the whole time my partner was screaming at me (once he’d calmed down, he tried telling me that it “wasn’t a big deal” and that everyone messes up at least once), and the lady behind me was flipping me off and very visibly swearing. I was hysterical so got my fiancé to drive us home. And now I’m panicking and overthinking everything because if I get posted on that page, my entire family will see it (they are extremely judgmental). I have cried at least a dozen times today, and have felt the kind of shame that literally makes me want to jump off a bridge.
          
          Like I know I fucked up and that’s on me, I’m fine admitting that… but as someone with anxiety, self esteem issues, and a mountain of mental health issues, it’s extremely hard for me to move passed stuff, and I feel like my autism and ADHD makes me hyper fixate on all the bad stuff too…

In 'Where Monsters Wait' I think it would be sort of interesting if you found a way to work the demons into it, and it'd be badass if they actually looked like they do in the show. Just a thought; you don't have to do it, but I thought it would be sort of cool