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I'm starting to think I might actually just be a guy. Does anyone have any ideas how to tell the difference between the feelings?
Today I was asked if I was "a boy or a girl?". I may or may not have told them to "fuck off", but I remember wishing that I'd just told them " a boy".
Later, one of my friends told me I was "mistaken for a guy", and they corrected the person but I felt so happy that they'd thought I was a dude.
I also did "FtM egg bingo" this morning... I got 6 rows. So that's a thing.
I just don't know how to say it to people, and testosterone is such a powerful hormone... So what if I want to go back? I can remember precisely 1 occasion when I didn't feel comfortable being labelled with he/him pronouns, and I've just kind of clung to that.
This hit me like a ton of bricks today and it feels right, and scary and new and terrifying all at the same time.