Well umm this is just one of little pieces that I kept in my heart,its okay if you dont want to read it..
I'm just a human,which is quite sensitive and always overthinking.
I always want to smile for all of you and others so that people wont see how depressed,and sad I am.
I always love other people more than myself,and mostly ended up got hurted.
I always pray that if God wants to take any of people I love,please take me first so I dont have to feel the pain of losing them.
It is sad to see groups I love are getting older and it must be sad when we are on their place just following the commands of their company's order.
Twice...I know it is impossible to all of you to see this but...I love all of you,you've created my childhood (well not so child) with your musics,songs,and if one day...I couldnt meet all of you again...I wish that one day if I die,me,other ONCEs,and all 9 of you can be dancing in heaven together with no worries
Its hard...I'm slowly losing my hope to live and i easily cried over small things...and I'm such a weak person...its hard to hold my tears and screams..
*hugs*
Hearts...we maybe never met irl...but I'm praying to God,I'm praying so hard..when the time comes,all of us,our loves ones,our idols that have been worked hard in their life,will be happy forever.. :)
I love all of you guys eventhough we are strangers in real life..
I love all of us :)
- Hanyoung,11th June 2022,23:58 p.m