GUYZZ today my former crush came up to me and initiated a talk, and took a seat beside me and I might be delulu again lmao.
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alr so i had a crush on this guy when I was in my junior year. we were in the same class and he is a little shy and a big nerd (i love nerds haha) and it takes time for him to open up to new ppl. so we used to talk a little bit b/w classes as he happened to sit in the adjacent column to mine on the same row, (like, my seat, then an empty space and then his seat). i silently crushed on him but a common friend of ours said that he was not interested in dating rn, so I kinda gave up and my crush dissipated.
now, I'm in my senior year and the classes have been reshuffled, so in my new class just 4 of us from our previous class are there (the teachers wanted to divide our friend grps, fck them mfs) anyway, guess what?? we are in the same class. out of 36 ppl, me and him are put in the same class again lol. so our classes for the new session as seniors started just a couple of days ago. I didn't go to school the first two days and the third day he did not come to school, so today, the fourth day, I sat on the second bench second row. i was completing my physics hw and suddenly he came in and sat on the second bench third row sjksjsksj that is again, beside my seat. He kept his bag down and smiled at me and said, "it's been a while, right?" and I knew my crush had redeveloped. we conversed for a while after that.
also during the english period, our teacher was cracking some jokes. that guy's friend was sitting right beside him, but he kept turning towards me and we shared a laughter with every joke. like was that srsly needed?? lmao idek, once I crack my medical entrance exams, I might ask him out, if my crush on him stays alive till then :] lucky day for me~