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everytime i log into this account is like opening a time capsule jesus christ

bro me and this boy arent even dating yet and he already treats me better than my past three month relationship he makes me so freaking happy i cant

high school volleyball is crazy because why am i playing the complete OPPOSITE of my position??? like i play libero and my coach has me playing middle?????

my mother is the craziest person on this planet i cannot WAIT to turn 18 and get the hell away from her

i know that nobody checks my account anymore, but i just felt the need to say this. ive been on this app since i was eleven, which is kind of crazy to me. im fourteen now, and im happy. it cane as a surprise to me that today i looked to my future with excitement. i havent been suicidal for a while, but ive also never been happy when i thought about my life later on. this morning, i thought about going to med school and becoming an anesthesiologist. i thought about having a family of my own that i could provide for. i thought about having a husband to come home to on hard days. i thought about my future, and i couldnt wait for it. and i think ive finally healed

genuinly distraught rn
          
          what am i supposed to do without tiktok

who was going to tell me how tragically the naturals series ended. 
          
          literally sobbing

sometimes i think its bad, but then i remember some people are living on the streets. what right do i have to be so fucking miserable when there are others who dont even have shelter and dont know where their next meals are coming from

i am no longer active on this account, but i just want to say i am disgusted with this country. choosing a convicted felon, an abuser, over kamala just because of some gas prices? while rhe economy is messed up, woman losing the right to make a decision about her own body, losing the right to choose how her life is going to go is a much bigger issue. my friend today said "abortion should only be legal for incest, rape, and medical reasons". when i pointed out that sometimes woman make drunken choices they regret, or they aren't financially stable, or they just don't want a child, she said "then she shouldnt have opened her legs". No woman should have to go through abirth she doesnt want. no matter if she needs it or not, she should be able to choose what she is going to do with her own body, the government should not have a say. it doesnt matter if she chose to have unprotected sex. it doesnt matter if she got drunk and "opened her legs" for somebody. whether it was the woman's choice or not, she should be able to decide what she wants to do with her own body.

bro the second black friday started playing in heartstopper i wanted to shoot myself