adestelle

I definitely neglected all my work ye. Bila buka balik Cibta Asmara, ya Tuhan banyaknya typo (due to i tulis ok phone). Malasnya nak edit ish!!!

adestelle

@adestelle see?! Cinta jadi cibta. Macam mana la aku nak edit ni malas lahhh
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adestelle

Bila baca random chapters dalam Cinta Asmara, terus I rasa nak unpublish. Macam manalah I boleh tukar nama Aiman jadi Amir. Mistakes yang tak boleh dimaafkan!
          
          Okay, maksudnya I kena unpublish and edit dulu (tapi macam nak siapkan dulu entahlah!)

adestelle

I am so done portraying these hegemonic masculinity in the men written by me. I want them to be vulnerable, to be easy to calculate, to be the man that is simply alive as a human who feels emotions too.
          
          My women will take that role. My hegemonic females.

adestelle

I have never been prepared for this kind of hate. 
          
          So far there is a number of people who pointed out that my book titles are unattractive to them because they are in MALAY. And they also pointed how I choose bad names for my characters which again, their names are Malay-ish classic. 
          
          I am never sorry that I am not capable of choosing the name Tengku Alex Richard Dominique Rodrigo as one of my characters. That name just sound ridiculous to me especially if I were to make them live in Malaysia, purely Malaysian blood. 
          
          Aside from criticizing how I make my characters name so so so Malay; Lily Alisa Rose & Jebat Andika Bayu; Cinta Medina & Asmara Loka; Laden Arjuna & Aisy Mahirah; what about we normalize regardless of what their names are, they are just... A fictional character. They are not someone you go to class and say "Hai Asmara Loka lama tak nampak."
          
          Nevertheless, I would keep on making more Malay named characters in my writing simply because I want to.
          
          Allow me to humble you down with Ajmain Jazimin, Seri Nureelhan Deja, Seri Nurneelam Teja, Inara Ainiruha, Inara Ainanuha, Nadeem Akasha.
          
          Sincerely, 
          ✰estelle✰
          
          

adestelle

It's exam week in Uni, so probably there'll be no new chapter being written and edited in at least a month, but maybe there'll be updates (the chapters that i've written beforehand). I have a week break gap in between papers, if I have the energy to, I'd squeeze my brain to write more hehe!
          
          Please pay for my exams! Semoga doa korang, anak soleh dan solehah Allah makbulkan hehe. Thank you!
          
          Sincerely, 
          ✰estelle✰