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Okay so i lwk want to have a second name I prefer maskulin or androgynic names my first name is Lias and im thinking about also going my Lio does are both inspired  from my deadname Lia and my deadsecond names where J and A... hum baby i should just make them masc/andro becouse it would be like idk Lias Jaden Auro *my last name* WAIT THAT LWK GOES HARD!! And its like all not big changes and cool names like who the fuck is names Lias and Auro right? Jaden is a problem in german becouse it would be pronaunced englisch idk how that goes with the other names.. should be fineeee?? Oh my gowwwwd this is so fun 

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Hi! Thanks for the follow, how'd you find me? (I've got a good idea from the 15 notifs I got from you, lol. Also, I love snakes, too! I really want one when I'm older :> ALSO, I read your announcement, and im so sorry that it went down like that. You're beautiful and amazing just the way you are, and no one can change you <33)

yeaaa um i came out to my mam.. 
          have been crying for a hour.. 
          didnt go as planned...
          I tolled her about the name the proundons and the binser she doesnt want me to have a Binder and bind myself so that she hates.. and she will try like calling my a siblings and like they/them shit (still my deadnsme and she/her tho).. 
          at the end she called me Lia i cryed so hard at the deadnaming after just telling her i dont want to be called that.. 
          she also said its becouse of social media my bf and friends but especially my bf becouse I wanted to change name and prounauns after my bf did it a year ago but i have been asking myself if im a demigirl and more since i got into lgbt in fifth grade.. she says my bf fucks up my brain (litually said fucked my brain up) 
          and she will think about it but cant reakt now WELL I THINK THAT WAS A REACTION! 
          Also she said like: i just want the prefilegia of being a boy but i didnt even think about that at all.. trans boys dont have prefilegia like cis boys not that much
          and like she sayed but you loved your body for so long? 
          like yes mam my female body is beautiful i know thats way i sometimes still dress fem but its not what i feel good with. there is a difference between loving yourself and disforia. 
          Well i wound be myself in this house ig.. I HATE IT HERE NOW OH MY FUCKING GOD!

Thank you sm for the follow!

Im not sure about a label im just sure about my name and proundons is that enough to come out to my mam? Im scared she will say its hormones and period shit and that it only for now but its been like this for month.. Im so scared even tho she says everyone sould be who they are but i think she will think that its kinda like bad for me or sum becouse she was always happy with being a cis woran and a straight one aswell but thats not the life that would make me happy.. anyone of thoughts?

Its crazy how much the pronouns and name people use for me bothers me and also how much I hate my breasts, my voice and my height. 
          Still im not sure if Im trans 
          I know I feel more comfortable with the name Lias and he/they pronouns and i know i want a boy body but i dont hate wearing girls clothes becouse i know i look good i know i have a beautiful body i just dont feel comfortable yk.. i still wear it becouse i dont have anything else.. 
          i cant come out untill im sure ig lol 
          only my bf gets updates on how i feel and some friends (my bf and my friend O are the only ones that call me by my preferred name and try the prounons other friends ask me if im trans and i just say idk propobly but im not sure becouse i dont see any real signs in my childhood) 

Heyyyyyy how’s it going?

I WANT A HACK-NOSE-SNAKE SO BAD 
          but also like my dream are does big yellow phythons dont knls ship about them but i see tiktoks lol THEY OPEN DOORS AHHH but im not getting that becouse I dont have room or money 
          also like i want a motorcycle but nooo moneyyyyy 
          and i want a Binder (im hopfully getting one for my birthday)

Should i do a face reveal?