adi_tales
Happy new year.
Wish you health, happiness, growth and peace of mind !
adi_tales
adi_tales
Life is full of surprises and so wierd.
At the time , I got in to peraya Fandom around 2018-19 (my first fandom). And started reading about peraya , it was at its peak .there were tons of stories here, and tons of active writers, updates almost daily and amazing interaction.
Slowly, it fizzled, many authors stopped due to personal reasons. For many, it didn't hold the same appeal. Same for readers.
Personally, I respected everyone's decision. But, I could not understand how can they suddenly grow out of it, be distant, or just stop. It was hard for me . Because, once an idea came in to my mind, I couldn't stop thinking about it and couldn't rest till I jotted it down.
I thought, I could never get detached from peraya or writing. Even till one reader remains, I will write and when not, I will just write and read them myself (as I used to before I gathered courage to publish. ).
Guess what ? Life happened. Recent health scare consumed me in such a way that I could think about nothing else than pain and solution.
Now, after finally I'm feeling better enough to think about something else. I came on wattpad to write and felt detached. Like, I can stop writing right now. Or I can go on without a single vote or comment. It does not matter.
I'm feeling so detached. It's scary. I'm feeling like free and caged simultaneously. Free from KS consuming me to state of mental paralysis, at the same time, I feel hollow part in me, like I have lost a part of myself.
It's wierd. It's freeing but at the same time, I am mourning that Part of me which wanted to revive that peak period of peraya Fandom back.
I'm contemplating a lot as I want to start new year on a new note.
Are you facing such sudden or gradual change in yourself ?
Nmti102
@adi_tales i know what you mean, i no longer feel so loyal to harry potter only because time went by so much, time actually kills the good things like something so wonderful as following peraya and krist singto, perhaps thats why all religions say fantasy or attachment to anything but god is evil, maybe they were talking about this empty feeling coupled with regret for not feeling the same for a show and people we loved so much, someone who inspired a lot of writers now just like the readers and other fans moving on with time, hey but i have seen maturity where when the actor or singer ages so does the age of the audience who are fans, maybe we can be like them. Sotus managing soo soo many years of writing fandom with such excellent fanfics had its run i guess, some just left without wording what you have written some just matter of fact moved on, many are still in the fandom like how star trek and other older bygone tv/popular novel era still manage to get a few loyal fans. We’ll see, also life isnso damn fast and hard it happens, so dont regret, just come back from time to time with how insanely good this era was that you managed to get readers react with awe or disgust or joy, not many hold that magic in them as authors. Maybe we werent meant to be bigger or better just fandom readers and writers and thats okay in our life which still moved ahead. Just remember the power you had and the power bittersweet had that krist and singto are still genuine friends shopping and meeting up to eat out etc, thats wonderful, everything is wonderful even if the embers fade a little bit
adi_tales
@Awonye78 yeah... I'm coming to terms with this detachment. I'm nit going to stop writing , I think. Atleast not until all my stories are complete. I have one new concept in mind too. Some old drafts. But, the expectation that comes with writing , like votes, comments and appreciation of readers, hope of having more followers, that's dead. And frankly, it feels like small part of my soul died. I still like peraya, I'm going to watch their work. Also, read new writers and try to encourage them to my best. But, my aspirations from this part of world has died. And I don't know if it is temporary or permanent. In a way this will be new experience, doing something without attaching expectations to it. Happy new year. Wish you health , wealth and prosperity.
Awonye78
@adi_tales As humans, we go through changers all the time. It's ok if some you use to love looses it's appeal, you might feel sad but it's good to move on. Have a Happy New Year and make the most of the change.
adi_tales
Hi,
I faced some set backs but I'm stable now : )
And, I tried to write next chapter of enigma.. it is published now. Do take out time to read and share your feedback : )
jiandc07
@adi_tales im glad to know you are okay now but please take rest and take care of yourself.your recovery is the priority now.
ZiaaaZKV
@adi_tales Thank you for the update!! Also glad to know u r better now!! Keep taking care of yourself!!
adi_tales
Hi... I wanted to give a little update to you all.
Although, I'm not yet completely healed. But, finally I'm out of extreme pain condition and constant anxiety and helplessness. My condition worsened because medication didn't suit me at first, it only made my condition worse.
I'm sorry for worrying you all. The moment , I wrote the previous post, I was feeling utterly hopeless and was convinced I'm going to die. [It feels like I was being dramatically now, but it didn't feel like that at that time due to pain and hopelessness.] I had changed three doctors and tried everything everyone said but nothing was working out. And I'm very afraid of surgeries. I was hyperventilating at the thought of it.
Luckily, after two days of the post, I finally responded to medicine (changed doctor ). And, I am steadily improving. The journey isn't linear. I did get a few setbacks. I'm still mostly confined to bed. But, not in constant , extreme pain. I do not need a surgery now, recovery will take a bit of time but it is sure that I will be healed by God's grace and your good wishes.
Thank you for your well wishes and prayers. They worked (as I knew they would. )
Keep me in your thoughts, I will soon be back stronger and healthier.
P.S : Do Keep me in your prayers too. Thank you once again for all the well wishes and prayers, all of you made the miracle possible for me.
Be happy and healthy, always.
Adi .
jiandc07
@adi_tales im glad to hear that your doing okay and recovering.i hope you will be healthy soon. Please do update us from time to time.
557damon
Hi!
How are you doing? I hope you are having a speedy recovery:)
Actually I wanna ask if you are on insta. I sort of wanted to have a convo or discussion or you can say I just wanted to know your opinion regarding a character... so if you dont mind and have no problem can you tell me your insta ID as it's the only social platform I am on.
Bye!
adi_tales
I may later feel embarrassed to post it or even regret it. But, here it is.
I am in pain since last one month, almost bed ridden... struggling with one illness or other . In and out of hospital. (It's not life threatening. But. I am exhausted now. I try to stay hopeful and positive But I think I am now tired of even being positive).
I have heard prayers work when medicines fail.
Pray for my health.
All my plans for futures are stuck. The moment something good happens or something that can gain me some growth or prospect of good future. Something happens.
Pray for me. I really need to be in health enough to do atleast my personal daily chores.
Aquarias999
@adi_tales Hello, dear author. Thank you for your wonderful and fascinating stories I sincerely wish you strength in the face of illness. May God show you mercy and help you recover as soon as possible
adi_tales
First part of epilogue for donuts and dream published.
Enjoy!
adi_tales
Hi.
It has been long since I read. I am in a mood to read, i need somethimg to escape reality. Can you recommend me good stories ?
Many a times, when I go to profile of my reader to thank them for follow or voe or comment, I discover they write themselves too !
If any of you have written something. I would love to read it : )
Do recommend.
Pinkmilk0062x0206
@adi_tales Go for 'Bite me' it's a Wattpad original you can also read the webtoon version 'love bites' it's my personal favourite right now it's so great like beautiful the author has done a great work in capturing the feelings, longing, pain, love, fear truly beautiful
adi_tales
Next chapter of his enigma is updated.
I apologize fir making you wait a tad bit more than deadline I gave you.
Enjoy!
P.S : Do read, vote, give feedback and comment a lot!
Give some love to my new short story 'Donuts and Dreams'
adi_tales
Published a new, complete, three parts short story called Donuts and dreams.
I saw Krist and Singto's Halloween pictures on insta and got sudden boost of inspiration. There are also two new one shots inspired by those pics.
My muse/ theme was — predator turning prey.
I wrote three different plots for it
1. The eternal hour —oneshot (romantic, poetic and haunting) [book = Sotus Drabbles]
2. The devouring light — oneshot (sombre, haunting with hint of love) [Book = Sotus Drabbles]
3. Donuts and dream— three short ( light, fluffy, romantic comedy) [ Book = Donuts and dream]
Enjoy !