@ArmyWorld500 Dekh behen. Emotionally soch. Just imagine kar. *sighs*
Agar wo aur main abhi bhi relationship main hote toh usse Maa (His Mumma) would be purely hurted and that would hurt me to the core of my heart as well, since she was the one to raise me from my childhood since most of the time, my parents never stayed home or neglected me.
And as you know she's already promised Anita (his aranged woman) didi's mom and just think about it, how would maa even face her when she would break her promise of granting Anita di as her daughter in law? *Releases Deep breath* Okay fine, Leave it. Think even if the Singhs became my in-laws, then I don't think either me or he's gonna make it through. I know he loves me but on top of it, he loves his mother more than anything in this whole damn world.
Maa's gonna be upset. She wouldn't be able to face either her own close friend (Anita di's mom) or the society. She has a good reputation and I honestly can't afford to break it or destroy it since I'm already a 'no-one' in this.
You know what? Even after knowing that I and Him don't share a siblings relationship, she didn't separate us completely. Shee just told us that break your relationship but she still lets me be around him. She still loves me and showers me with the same amount of affection like she did before.
And As you know, I can't break her at all. I will never be able to forgive myself for it if I marry this boy in future. And That's the reason I let him go.