adorablechenji

men with uncontrollable desires should have the dicks get cut off 

adorablechenji

y'all still waiting for me?

Jisungiepark_00

@adorablechenji do you doubt a book and your skills? You are truly more than perfect and your type of book is different from others. This is your decision what you want but I was really very excited for you to write other book about Chenji…. 
            And I really want to read Sinfully  in Love again, but you have stopped writing it. I hope you change your mind and start again, and I hope you do not leave and stop writing book about Chenji.
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adorablechenji

@simsan99 awww i'm sorry but i'm really in doubt right now... i don't know what to do with my books. you're literally the one who keeps me alive and i don't want to keep you waiting, as well as the others :(
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Jisungiepark_00

@adorablechenji plss don’t say that…(
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adorablechenji

Fortunately, I'm still alive, so greetings to everyone! 
          
          Our school semester will end in about 2-3 months, but that doesn't stop me from being busy (probably) because I will have a summer part-time job, despite that, I think I can write more. As I am always announcing, I am extremely busy with my academics. I can multitask, but in my case and my school system, multitasking is only applicable to academic tasks. I apologize for being inactive, but I cannot avoid it. 
          
          Just a little explanation on why I don't update my book 'Sinfully in Love' anymore is because I am running out of ideas on how I will write the remaining chapters. I do have the full plot and the ending of this book but for some reason, I cannot write it. Another thing is it focuses on one idea, unlike my oneshots books where I can explore and express my emotions and interest in different genres, so whenever I thought of a new idea, scenario, plot, etc., I immediately put it in drafts, something that I cannot do in Sinfully in Love because it is about a single subject. 
          
          In a related manner, the plot of that book is somewhat dark and unsettling, but don't get me wrong,  I love it. I love the idea and how it showcases the obsession, possession, and attraction of love, something like an explanation of how the impact of mental disorders can affect a person, and somewhat the factors of childhood trauma to a growing teen. That book is not just about love. I wrote it to express my heavy feelings during my dark days as a young adolescent. It is about the recovery of a whirlwind and thunderstorms of life. It is about how a certain person can change another person's way of thinking in a good way. I truly relate to this book because I used to do self-harming because of the big weight in life, but special people came to prevent me from doing so and showed me the significance of life, just like what happened in my book.

Dana96096

Hey there it’s been so long since I last logged in to my account but I truly get what you’re saying especially now that I’m in my second year of college  things are hectic and I don’t have much free time. I hope you’re doing fine and don’t worry about updating cause you’re the one who has to enjoy writing or else it would be meaningless. Just take your time 
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adorablechenji

@simsan99 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! your words are motivating me to keep on going!
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Jisungiepark_00

@zchlovespjs_2  sweetie I’m also busy with studying and I can understand you…get a good rest when you feel tired because your healthy are the most important thing okay:(? 
            I’m proud of you you can do it ❤️
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Jisungiepark_00

Hello, how are you? I miss you so much. I want to tell you that you don't need to change the type of your book  because you are really very skilled in books of novels about chenji, so keep writing about chenji. I know that you stopped writing a novel. Sunfully in love really was my favorite book, so I'm still waiting to publish new episodes and publish new novels I can't describe you or describe your ideas and novels.  
          
          
          I’m sorry but can you give me your Instagram and Telegram account I really want . If you don't mind. 
          
          Are you thinking of not writing about chenji and leave .wattpad 

Jisungiepark_00

Finally you reply I can understand you 
            Oh my gosh I’m happy to hear that because you don’t leave wattpad or stoping writing 
            I’m worry because I think you don’t want from now on writing about chenji 
            
            Because you have the best account for chenji 
            
            I love you and your novel 
            
            Fighting 
            I trust you 
            
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adorablechenji

Hey there! I am grateful to hear your support and thank you for expressing your enthusiasm for my books, I do appreciate it and it motivates me to write more. However, I am not planning to leave Wattpad or discontinue writing, but as of now, I am having a hard time formulating more ideas and I am extremely busy with my academics. I cannot write or finish my books while working on my education, it is extremely hard for me. But you don't have to worry because I will still write in my Oneshots book.
            
            Thank you for being a genuine reader and supporter. I will try my best to keep up with my books and to make them timely, and thank you very much for reaching out to me. Take care!
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Marklee444

Hi I'm from USA, how are you? I hope you are doing well. Please continue writing Sunfully in Love. This is your decision, but I really love the book you wrote and the idea was very amazing. I can say it drove me crazy. Your ideas are very wonderful. Please just write a novel about Chenji...... 
          
          
          :( I'm so proud of you your novel are amazing 

Marklee444

I'm glad you didn't ignore me and answered... It's okay. I'll wait until you finishes  book because I've waited a long time and I'm waiting more... Don't thank me, I'm telling the truth. You're so amazing, and your thoughts are driving me crazy.
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adorablechenji

@Marklee444 OMGGG helloooo!! I'm doing well and I hope you're doing great as well! First of all, I am very grateful to hear that you're proud of me and you think that my book is amazing! I am still having doubts about continuing my book but I will consider your words! I will try to write and finish it, but like I said, it will probably take so long. 
            
            Thank you very much for your understanding!
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adorablechenji

Hey, just a little rant here. I've been thinking of discontinuing my book 'Sinfully In Love', but I'm having doubts. I want to discontinue it because I have completely lost interest in continuing it. Not only that but because I find the plot quite questionable and dark, growing up made me realize that, that book is full of serious issues, questionable plot, and disturbing events. One thing to add up, I don't really like how I wrote that book, I was about 13 when I started writing that and now that I'm all grown up, it made me cringe so bad. So, I basically lost interest. Don't get me wrong, I adore that book so much because it is my first book to blow up, I liked the idea and the plot, but it is messy. But looking at the bright side, I kinda want to finish that book before taking a break, but the cons is, if I continue writing it, I won't stick to my original plot and probably might change almost everything, and if I do continue writing it, you might probably wait for months for me to drop a new chapter (It's either I change the plot and hurriedly write the book to the end, or I will continue the book but will take occasional breaks midway through writing.) It is hard for me to formulate new events, situations, settings, plots,  etc. because I feel languid about it. Also, I wanted to continue writing because I don't want to disappoint you and myself, I've been writing this book for years and I want to reach the end, but again, I lack interest, so it is hard for me. I don't want to keep you waiting. Obviously, I've lost my active readers because of being inactive and I am really disappointed. I want to satisfy and entertain you with my stories.
          
          I have made decisions but am still unsure, so I wanted you to hear me out so you can be aware. The majority of the voices in my head say that I should continue so, no need to panic. I will continue but I don't know how. Should I stick to this ball game like we used to or change my pathway?

adorablechenji

I've been also thinking about writing books outside of Chenle and Jisung. As you know, I am also a fan of Queen (band), so I wanted to MAYBE make a fiction book about those oldies. Aside from the fan fiction, I also wanted to write some different things, different genres, and different people. I realized it when I joined a writing contest at my school, it made me realize that I should probably write something out of fanfiction. I think it will also be helpful because it will help me to express myself even more, not only focusing on certain people, and writing about them in an alternative universe, but also for me to express my emotions, expand my writing skills and knowledge, share some ideas and stories and for some wide variety of people to relate to my stories. 
            
            Should I do it?
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adorablechenji

I will probably make a chenji oneshot for chenle's birthday but it will be uploaded late due to lack of time (estimated Saturday or Sunday). I'm pretty busy right now (as always). I will try to make it long and I won't disappoint you guys ^^