adorablefanatic

Apart from the messy stuff below which makes no sense, for whoever might come across this, take care of yourself<3 
          	Oi you better smile just because - do you need a reason to ? Just do it 
          	
          	Don't mind if this user doesn't reply on time because maybe they're not here 
          	
          	Hopefully the next time I'm back I'll have improved myself even a bit In Sha Allah 
          	And - will be unfortunately or fortunately another year older ;-; 
          	Idk what to feel about growing up atp anyway like it's a blessing to be alive but at the same time, it just means I'm losing more time no? 
          	
          	(Meh the mood swings be having a party rn ) 
          	
          	
          	Allah hafez

fanciful_writes

@adorablefanatic Ohh, just remembered something after reading this post, your birthday is coming up on the 17th of this February!! I remembered your birthday because, coincidentally you and I share the same birth date! Mine is a month later after yours :⁠-⁠) Hopefully, before birthday you will back, In Shaa Allah❤️✨
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adorablefanatic

Apart from the messy stuff below which makes no sense, for whoever might come across this, take care of yourself<3 
          Oi you better smile just because - do you need a reason to ? Just do it 
          
          Don't mind if this user doesn't reply on time because maybe they're not here 
          
          Hopefully the next time I'm back I'll have improved myself even a bit In Sha Allah 
          And - will be unfortunately or fortunately another year older ;-; 
          Idk what to feel about growing up atp anyway like it's a blessing to be alive but at the same time, it just means I'm losing more time no? 
          
          (Meh the mood swings be having a party rn ) 
          
          
          Allah hafez

fanciful_writes

@adorablefanatic Ohh, just remembered something after reading this post, your birthday is coming up on the 17th of this February!! I remembered your birthday because, coincidentally you and I share the same birth date! Mine is a month later after yours :⁠-⁠) Hopefully, before birthday you will back, In Shaa Allah❤️✨
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adorablefanatic

I always end up ranting in this mb and then regret over sharing but I don't have any other place to yap ig so here goes. Like sometimes I wonder why I even bother to stay here - makes me wanna change everything here and disappear. It's so weird I have this little space in some part of the internet hmmm 
          Or maybe I'm just wasting time and ruining my life - tried to many times to fix everything but ended up running everything further and further to the point life feels like a mess rn ... *Sigh* 
          
          But still I keep coming back here like a weird attachment...for the old memories and a few people who I've never met but have somehow crawled into my heart and mind. 
          And for my love of reading and writing - ( and the fact I don't really use any other social media that much ) 
          
          Anyway but sometimes I feel like a stupid weirdo for getting attached because I know the pattern. Why don't I learn my lesson even after experiencing the same thing so many times (: 
          
          I'm never high on someone's priority list like they are on mine. Maybe I'm just a fool or maybe I care too much. Why do I get attached knowing one day they're gonna grow distant anyway...
          
          Maybe it's not the forever or time maybe it's just the memories we make even in a short while. 
          
          Lately I can't help but feel like idk myself. Everyone praises me for being such a perfect child or smth but only I know I'm far from that...I'm not the person I used to be and I hate it. I wish I could be like who I was ..why did I change for the worse why did I do so many things I shouldn't have ...is it too late idk

fanciful_writes

@adorablefanatic Actually, no one truly understands what's going on inside our head except for Allah. SOO, true everyone expects as to be perfect not knowing what we are going through inside!! :⁠-⁠(
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shondeshhh_

@adorablefanatic pin e ektu knk dei?
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fanciful_writes

Hiii, How are youuuu doing??? ^⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠^

fanciful_writes

@adorablefanatic Uh, uh, will miss youuuuuu<3333 Take care and come back soon<33333 Don't take much too much stress, In Shaa Allah everyone will be fine❤️✨
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fanciful_writes

@adorablefanatic Bhai the saddest thing is amader last year Final e physics er 50 pages notes er bundle er pora dito kintu exam e kicchu ashtona notes er theke shob book er theke Ashto and shob onk hard dito! LIKE 50+ BUNDLE OF NOTES DEWAR LAV KI JODI SHOB BOOK THEKE ASHBE??? Amra shobai notes e beshi focus disi and bash khaisi༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ Amra ar bujhini shob pora book theke ashbe.Physics dekhlei Amar kanna ashe(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)
            
            P.S : I SHOULD CALL YOU APU THOUGH AS YOU ARE A FEW YEARS OLDER THAN ME BUT I AM JUST ADDRESSING YOU AS "TUMI, BHAI" ETC! :⁠-⁠P
            
            Akhn toh kebol academic year er starting but still I don't think so Ami kono subject add or drop out korbo! Kintu ki ar bolbo physics niye toh partesina! Still ki Korte parbo :⁠-⁠( Amar Ammu bole physics chara ki science hoy?༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ 
            
            I can understand your situation jokhon exam er date kache eshe jay tokhon ar porte mon chayna! Hopefully, In Shaa Allah Tumi cope up Korte parba shob porar shathe❤️✨
            
            Darshan Raval er biye tah Amar jonno ektu shocking chilo because I saw most of his fan pages shipping him with Heli Daruwala, an actress who acted on his music vids. She also acted in Naagin 3. So, I thought he is dating her irl :⁠-⁠(
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adorablefanatic

@fanciful_writes okay take care then yeah ? In Sha Allah pore kotha Hobe I'll probably be deleting the app again for a while ...life onek beshi messy lagtese rn ...I'll make one last attempt to fix stuff Dua koiro Amar jonne
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Cindere_LLA110

Assalam-u-alykum. Are you online, dear?

Cindere_LLA110

@adorablefanatic ok then... Will talk soon. Assalam-u-alykum. ❤️
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Cindere_LLA110

@adorablefanatic ALLAH HUMMA BARIK! SISTER.
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adorablefanatic

@Cindere_LLA110 oh :(
            I hope you find a solution soon and yes I'll keep an eye out, anytime <3
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Rafatwrite

Hey dear give a chance to my work
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          I know it interrupt you but.. I'd like to tell you something.
          I'm writing a novel but it didn't complete yet. https://www.wattpad.com/story/367960546?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Rafatwrite
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          By clicking on the link you may find my novel. 
          The name of the novel is "Khawab-Gah" which means "Dreamland". It shows the innocence of love and life lessons. 
          It is available in both language Urdu and English.. and through my profile you can visit my instagram also.

imaanwuu

Omg hi, thank you so much for your kind votes and comments on my book. Also girl your pfp is soooo pretty!!! <3

imaanwuu

Gosh, you're the sweetest! You're drowning me with these compliments baby! <3 thank you ml
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adorablefanatic

And your theme is gorgeous ✨
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adorablefanatic

@imaanwuu my pleasure, loved reading your beautiful work!
            Thank you so much lovely<3
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adorablefanatic

Motivation ain't enough, I need someone to point a gun at my head and force me to study (:

imaanwuu

@adorablefanatic hehe, anything for you ml <3
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adorablefanatic

@imaanwuu please do T.T
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imaanwuu

@adorablefanatic I'll point a cold bucket of water over your head, will that work? hehehe <3
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lacksserotonin

Hi idkif you even remember me but i love you so much thank you for being my true friend throughout that shitty pandemic and i still remember all the encouraging stuff you said and i still remember you and you still matter to me always i love you so so so so so much do not ever forget your worth

adorablefanatic

@lacksserotonin yess ahhh now I remember!! <33
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lacksserotonin

@adorablefanatic yessss ikkrrr the removal of msgs is sooooo annoying also i did change my user it was DizzyLizzy before but yeah we did talk a lot on the acc convos lol i love youuu
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adorablefanatic

@lacksserotonin OMG HIIII - 
            Firstly I'm so so sorry I can't exactly remember what convos we had - maybe it was in dms ? Unfortunately wp removed em so I can't see T.T
            I feel so frustrated at myself but hey your profile looks so similar. Did you change your username perhaps ? 
            
            But girl I'm so glad you dropped by to text. I'm sure you're an amazing person and Ilysmmm my covid era friends in wp were some of the best I ever had and I will always remember the vibes and sentiments. Your words made my day and I can't thank you enough, sending all the love back at you and I hope you've been doing good! *Hugs* ❤️❤️❤️
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shondeshhh_

ILYSM MANHAAA

adorablefanatic

@shondeshhh_ WHAT A SUDDEN BHALOBASHA *FAINTS* ILSYMMMMM MOREEEEEE SHANA APUUUUUUUUUU ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Inking_Fantasies

@adorablefanatic 
            
            Masha Allah, I’m glad to know you’ve chosen those subjects! Are you aiming to become an engineer, in shaa Allah? And if you don’t mind me asking, are you Sri Lankan? 
            
            I studied A/Ls in Biology, Chemistry, and Physics, and I’m currently an acupuncturist. I’ve been wanting to pursue higher studies in a different field for a while now, but it’s been a bit challenging. I also ran a cute little bookstore filled with children’s books until last year, but I had to quit because managing the deals, answering calls, and handling book requests became a bit overwhelming. I ended up donating most of the books to a school library. Still, it’s my dream to reopen that bookstore someday when I’m better prepared to handle the challenges. 
            
            For now, I prefer the quiet of my home, spending most of my time reading and writing, though I do feel a little guilty about not continuing my studies yet. 
            
            And thank you so much for your kind words—they truly mean the world to me! ❤️❤️❤️
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