this message may be offensive
It hurts when you trust someone so much, you told them about your insecurities, and how much you want to kill yourself so they can walk away with other people. Seven months and he throw away everything. Like it's nothing. It hurt and you know that he deserve someone who is better than you. You're too fucked up. And the fact that he cheated on you with someone who is prettier :( well, if I kill myself now, I have nothing to loose