adrednaline

!!! PLS READ UNTIL THE END I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU !!!
          	
          	heyyy… bestiesss… 
          	
          	so, first of all, let’s talk absence. 
          	wattpad isn’t really a big part of my life anymore. i lost motivation a long time ago but forced myself to keep going and you could even tell by how infrequently i started uploading. i believe that it might’ve been a hyperfixation that i grew out of or maybe it’s just that i grew up. these past few months have been horrible for me mentally and it’s forced me to change my ways of living many times. i know i’ve used mental health as an excuse too many times but i’m a libra idk what you want from me. 
          	
          	second, am i continuing writing?
          	i’m just gonna cut to the chase, no. honestly i’m not too avid in the dream smp community anymore due to just life in general. i’ve been busy non stop and i guess i just didn’t feel the need to sit down and watch streams anymore. and also just circling back to the loss of motivation. 
          	
          	third, dear diary ending?
          	i feel horrible for ending dear diary before actually closing the book and as a little spoiler for you guys, it was gonna have a sequel. would you guys want me to post a chapter at the end of dear diary just giving a summary of what the ending of it was and what the prequel would have been? because i’d be totally willing to do that. 
          	
          	if you have any questions pls comment them! doesn’t matter if it’s questions about the book or questions about myself!

illixante

@adrednaline I love your tommy book Beautiful Boy we’ll miss you :( take care!
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adrednaline

@chillcloudycow id suggest adding me on discord :) i’ll message you my username because i don’t feel comfortable sharing it
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chillcloudycow

@adrednaline id love the ending chapter and im so glad you're taking care of yourself. i have one question which is do you have any active social medias that i can follow you on? or a discord server?
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RayNotFoundx

DearRed, 
          
          I know your probably not on here anymore there's a low chance of you seeing this but your book 'Dear Diary' has really Inspired me, I was wondering if I could write a spin off version from where you left off? I'll include full credit for you. Our writing styles are sorta similar, I'm not as experienced as a writer I've been writing for 3 years mostly just short story's for school. Anyway That's all I really have to say if you don't want anybody to do a continuetion of 'Fear 'Dairy' could I make a book inspired by it? Again full credit will be given. Thank you for your time
          
          Sincerely, 
          Valerie. A fellow author <3

RayNotFoundx

Dear diary sorry for the mistake at the end!
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Wolfie_________

Red, I absolutely loved Dear Diary, and I hope you know that I will NEVER get over that ending. When I tell you I cried, I mean I cried.
          
          And let me tell you, books rarely make me genuinely cry.
          
          I loved it so much as I hope you’re doing well. Still keeping a slimmer of hope that you’ll come back and finish the story for us. 
          
          But alas, everything is in your control. I hope you’re doing well! Thank you for everything. <3

sngmong

Hey Red, we talked a couple times before and I wanted to tell you that of you didn't write all those books I probably would have wattpad. Some people would be like ; "Why is that important?". Well its most definitely important to me because if I didn't have wattpad then i'd probably have bad eye bags, my mental health wouldn't be great,  and most importantly I wouldn't be able to tell you this. Sometimes we talked on twitter, or on wattpad, but it made me happy whatsoever. You probably made me smarter in a way LOL- all the words you wrote, some I didn't understand at some times, but now that I've read like all of your stories I've become smarter. And this quite embarrassing to type this, but since you felt like a 'friend' to me in some type of way, I always felt happy when I would read your stories or text you sometimes, not like you made me feel upset or anything ofc. I don't feel like I could be mad at you for leaving, I feel more happy for you. I am happy for you because its your mental health and it was your decision to leave. I understand that you might not see this because your friend said that you deleted wattpad. But I should've said this in more shorter words-... I love you (platonically) and I like to see you caring more for yourself and your mental health. We had good times (I PROMISE IM NOT TRYING TO MAKE IT SEEM DEPRESSING AT ALL) and I  hope you get well soon! You don't have to come back to wattpad at all. Make sure to take care + drink water and eat! LOVE U!!
          
          -From, cinnimonbuns, and all my other usernames-

sngmong

REMOVE THE 'SINCE' it doesnt make sence
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sngmong

(by all the stories i meant both yk...)
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sngmong

Plus ur amazing ❤
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daand3li0ns

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I just wanted to say that even though Dear Diary was discontinued it was fucking awesome! Ive read it so many times now and it never stops making me cry and laugh! Honestly i love your work sm

Humanpersondud3

I know your not really on here anymore but i just wanted to say thank you! Ive gone through a lot of hard times the past few months and i was going through one when someone on a different book suggested your book beautiful boy. I read it and it became a comfort book. Than I started dear diary and i would always get excited for updated like when i would look through my notifications and see that dear diary updated i would click and read it before any other notifications. You and your writing are amazing and have helped me with a lot. I love you and wish you the best <3 :)