Joined to be able to keep track of stories.

Didn't really get to find my identity until later in life. Never really understood myself or figure out why I liked the thought of diapers on me or other people. 

I find myself afraid of letting others have control. I think that's why I like to be in control of things. You wouldn't really be able to tell I struggle with anything as it becomes an art being able to hide it, when internally I can tell when anxiety hit.

My biggest issue, confrontations. In an argument or heated discussion I can start shaking like a leaf.

It's easy for me to say this because of anonymity, but also to let others that may feel the same, you aren't alone.