aemily80sfan

Hellooooo people! So, in theory, (Sorry) I'm going to a place that's like a hospital, because I've been struggling with feeling like life is pointless, and I've felt like doing some really bad things. I also have a problem and am obsessed with losing weight, and I want to lose weight because I feel so ugly, even though I'm at a 'healthy weight'. (Yeah, right.) If I lose weight, I'll become underweight, which is what I want. Sorry. It's gonna be a while before I can type again, hopefully they'll allow me to. But I doubt they will because I won't be allowed to have my phone. I'm going to write down all of my story ideas and write some fanfic, so fret not. Sorry. Sorry that I used to be (And still am) so obnoxious. I'm so sorry. I'm struggling. I'm sorry. Have a good day!! 
          
          Love you always,
          
          -E

Hi. I'm so sorry about my infrequent posting. I've had an eating d for a long time, and last year it exploded into a full-blown pandemic, and I became very unhealthy. I've been relapsing lately, and it's been really hard dealing with this. I don't want to get any better; if anything, I just want to be skinny, and I have severe body dysmorphia. I hate admitting this, and I'm so sorry. School is so horrible for me too, and I'm only going to school for my librarian and my old teacher. I'm sorry, I've been struggling really hard. And I really want to write for you guys. I love everyone in this community, and anyone can reach out to me for a request. I'm sorry about this. Have a good day. ♥️

Hey, everybody! I'm taking a break from writing because I've had horrible anxiety lately and have a lot of schoolwork to get done. It will be a while before I publish again, so sorry in advance. I need some space right now. LOVE YOU GUYS SO DAMN MUCH!!!!!

Hey, guys! I really hope you'll understand this, but I just had a sleepover with my friends and we stayed up until 2am. (I'm not that tired. I can write.) My grandparents on my Mom's side are also at my house right now and I'm hiding away to type this, so if you couldn't tell I'm super busy. I also have three assignments to get done (One's a summative) so I may not be able to publish today. (SORRY!!) I will hopefully publish tomorrow if I can't today and I also have a LOT of ideas after the phenomenal sleepover I had just last night with my awesomely insane friend group. (We're all insane and crazy mother fuckers. :)) Love you guys and again, so sorry about this! I hope you all understand! :))

Hellloo guys!!!!!!!!! I published a new fanfic, so go check that out! I'm planning on publishing every Sunday so that way when I publish it's not out of the blue and you guys aren't like, "What the actual fuck is wrong with her writing schedule?" Anyways, enjoy the rest of your day!! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH THANKS FOR THE 1.5K READS OH MY HOLY FUCKING HELLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!!! I went out with my friends, sang in the back of the car, (we're insane if you couldn't already) I'm super DUPER tired so don't mind my writing, I had two test today at school, and I fell and can't feel my left buttcheek. :))) Happy birthday anyone who's birthday it is!!! :)))

I'm SO SORRY that i haven't written in a WHILE! I have so much school work to do and have spent the entire day working on it while listening to Train. Thank the lord it's Saturday. Also, I'm almost done with chapter three of my book! It's not on Wattpad, it's on a writing software. God bless!! :))))))))))))))))))

Umm, so remember the concert? Yeah, um, it got cancelled. So, eyah my appetite was ruined and I'm suing the Cynthia Woodlands. Absolutely shitty.

I'm going to a Train and REO Speedwagon concert today!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN BUTLER!!! I literally figured out his birthday yesterday...Also, isn't it cool that Robert De Niro's birthday is on the same day as Austin Butler? yesterday was also the day Elvis Presley died, so rest in peace king of rock n' roll, and happy birthday Austin Butler!