aeriism

Yea it's so fun so lit yea..

aeriism

The same damn score. The same damn regret. The same damn excuses. The same damn disappointment. The same  damn words. Just more anxiety and the crippling feeling of uncertainty after each time.

aeriism

The regret on their faces. The regret of what I could've been. What has happened ? Why isn't she going the way it thought she would? It'd be so damn easy i thought. Thought. I wanna laugh at her rn.
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aeriism

Long deep breaths to calm me down.
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aeriism

The more I try to improve the deeper i fall into the trap and the harder it gets to get out every other time.
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aeriism

Gang it's not fun anymore

aeriism

... I'm tired and i want u to give it ur all one last time. 4 months and I'll never speak for u to give it a go again. Never. That's my promise to u. But for now u have to give it ur all. All u can. All u ever will. Please. Maybe, just maybe we were truly meant for it. And maybe it was really made for u to full fill what alings with the desires of ur soul. Just maybe , you'll love it and be happy forever. Maybe?
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aeriism

Like leave it bur i hope u got the point
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aeriism

I love the way miyavi used to act like he was high

aeriism

Ik i can't just control everything,  but a lot of it depends on the decisions i make
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aeriism

Rather die than living a life i failed to create the way it wanted
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aeriism

Idc but I'll fight for it even if they deny and not support me
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aeriism

The way i yearn for a real long conversation...

aeriism

I can't stay quiet about the stuff I watch, study, feel, acknowledge
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aeriism

I have a lot to say
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aeriism

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Just be grateful that I was not a fucking predator u ass hole

aeriism

So be it
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aeriism

I thought it would be better to not tell u abt that and act normal but no, u had to be so idiotic with it
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Tho it was my own fault too for interacting with a fucking loser like you
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