cafwins
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hey. so the other day, for some reason, my mind started drifting to those days where we’d make our ocs. when you made park baehyun, i, in turn, introduced kim shinho and together, we were their biggest shippers. i always loved shinbae. when i played the sims, i decided to give them the story we wish we could have seen them live out together. they were really adorable. i based baehyun from what i could recall from memory. i would have had a better reference if i could still access our messenger chats but, unfortunately, messenger deleted our chats which really fucking sucked. i miss our chats. i miss our dumbassery together. those were one of the happiest times of my life. i might try to expand their story for old time’s sake and as well as because i miss them too. maybe in an alternate universe, shinbae are living their dream, married, and all that. i know we would have started crying like proud parents. anyways, i want to say belated happy birthday to you i’m sorry this wasn’t on time and i’m also sorry that i only remembered now. i’ll do better next year. i hope you’re doing good up there. i miss you. i really do. there’s always a place in my heart that’s reserved for you, my brother and best friend. nursing school has been fun. i’ve had my moments and also my turmoils per usual. i’m expected to have my capping & pinning ceremony in a few months which would make me an official student nurse. haha, i think i’ve deviated from the course that i told you i’d take. but i love nursing, honestly. i learned to love it sincerely and hope to push through with it. sometimes, i wonder how it would have been like if you were still here. i wonder about what course you would take, the stories we’d tell each other, and the things we’d look forward to together. in my dreams, can you tell me? i’ll be waiting. rest well. i’ll live well for the both of us. love you.