confession
soft and romantic is the result of my heavy jealousy of someone else’s work.
the fact that i made that work to prove myself that i was a better writer is a big fvcking stupid idea JDJSJAKDJJDJWHSH
i gotta admit, it’s hard to avoid something shining so brightly.
but man, thinking about my past writer self crying over someone’s book because it was sooooo beautifully written is just making me laugh nonstowpkanaajsjdjfjfjdjjewkak
thank goodness i chose to give myself a break —- a long break as u can see — and get away from wttp for a while. i don’t wanna know what would’ve happened if i didn’t.