I'm very sorry if my stories are not on you levels. My mind isn't working for ideas now. And I am just so depressed. I'm not trying to lie but I'm thinking to jump off the bridge and die. Everyone is stressing me. I just don't feel like I belongs here. I wanna make scars so bad but everytime I make scars,i need to hide that scars. I have too. People at my school will says “look, stop pretending you're depressed. You always laugh. No one who is depressed laugh. Stop being such plastics ”
But people who laugh and smiles a lot, suffers more than people who does not smile. I am very sorry for this sudden sh*t.