aestheticxl0ve

I have the description and prologue done for a new Billie book! Does anyone wanna read it and tell me what they think of it? 

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HAPPY 420 BITCHES
          
          BLAZE IT

aestheticxl0ve

okay hey i have an idea for a Billie Eilish story that is based off the song ‘July’ by Noah Cyrus or at least one line in the song, and i have most of the plot already planned out but things might change. do y’all wanna read the description thingy to see if it might be something y’all are interested in?

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this message may be offensive
i’m in love with you but you’re in love with her and i know this isn’t fair, nor is it your fault but i’m breaking apart slowly
          
          haha being in love with your best friend is so fucking stupid and i wish i could take these feelings back, snatch my heart and keep it under lock and key but i can’t. just take good care of it, okay? i’ll be heartless until i find someone and even then they’ll give me their heart and i won’t be able to give them mine in return bc you will have it. you’ll always have it and i hate feeling like this but i don’t know how to communicate these feelings for you in a way that you will understand 
          
          and i’m sorry

aestheticxl0ve

I know my stories have not been updated in a long time and to tell you the truth, I don't have an excuse, but I'm here to say that they won't be updated for an even longer period of time but this has an excuse. Ok so my mom had stage 4 lung cancer and all that deal... And uh she died today and it honestly still has not sunken in yet and idk when it will but right now I'm not in the right mindset and I highly doubt that I will be in the right mindset when it does sink in that my mother is gone. This has been a psa thank