Just came to a very important realization as I take my bath. And I feel like sharing my thoughts to save a life.
Your life is like a book written by our Father in heaven. Different stories, different genres. Other people's story contents is not same as yours. Your page one is not the same as their page one. Just because their first chapter is a great and happy chapter doesn't mean your first chapter should be the same. And if you get stucked on a sad chapter then you will never know what awaits you on the next chapter. All you have to do is to turn the pages to see what the next chapter has for you. Doesn't matter how fast or how slow you turn the pages as long as you keep going, doesn't matter if you pause as long as you didn't stop. Keep going until you reach the last chapter. Just keep going. Your author is a great one.