Ugly Duckling

mau mati aja

gamau kuliah lagi

gada alesan bertahan, hidup kacau 

i dont have anyone

Sometimes I don't think you're dead, it's so hard for me to accept it even after 2 years of your death. I just thought that we just haven't seen each other in a long time

I miss when everything was still okay. How could 3 years change so much?

I'm happy and grateful for this year's Eid... but I miss 2023

my birth was a mistake, my life is a punishment. I wish I was never born so I would never feel this complicated. 

I don't know what sin or whose sin I'm responsible for that I ended up like this

no one checked on me to ask "r u okay?".