𝓪𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓪

GURL I JUAT FOUND WHAT CENTRAL CEE LOOKS LIKE AND HES STUNNING OH MY LORD

boy you could never be jeremy gilbert stfu

I told some guy in my class one time that I'm pansexual bc I am, and he brought a Bible to school, shoved a page where it was quoting God that said "Man on Woman. Woman on Man." And I said, "What about when He said Love thy neighbor as you would yourself?" And he told me very forcefully that I was going to Hell and going to burn for eternity for my sins. Like lmao okay me and Satan are gonna have a pride party in Hell's Musuem Of Gay while blasting the Bisexual Anthem

Say it with me: Barry should've ended up with Caitlyn.

Dude I have a massive headache and I might overdose on Tylenol bc its not working and I keep taking it

I'm writing my third song in my sad album of feelings!!!

Okay, so my friend just told me that her mom thought in was Asian bc my eyes are really small and it reminded me of this time in my store. I'm gonna tell it in the form of a script
          
          *I was standing in line in Family Dollar. A woman is in front of me with her rowdy kids. One of her kids drops a candy or something he was holding, so I bent down and pick it up and hand it to him. His mother eyes me weirdly.*
          
          Woman: Are you Asian?
          Me: No...?
          Woman: But your eyes... They're so small!
          Me: Nope, not Asian.
          Woman: Are you sure? Your eyes are, like... really, REALLY small.
          Me: I'm sure.
          Woman: Well, you kook Asian.
          Me: Thanks...
          
          
          
          So that was the start of my insecurities about my eyes!

I finally finished my second song! I'm really proud of this one. It kind of expresses all the mental illnesses I'm dealing with at the moment that affects how I feel all the time and how I see the world.
          
          illusion
          
          Why is confidence so hard to find?
          A temporary emotion playing tricks on my mind.
          Makeup can hide the insecurities on my face.
          But not long enough for me to feel safe.
          
          Why is it so hard for me to comprehend?
          I always just fuck it up in the end.
          Is it all in my head?
          My mother's advice guided me to be misled.
          
          
          These condescending eyes have me second guessing.
          Low self-esteem makes everything depressing.
          In the end, there's only one conclusion.
          Happiness is just an illusion.
          
          
          Suffering with all this anxiety.
          But I got good at hurting quietly.
          I've gone through multiple therapists.
          But none of them helped my prejudice.
          
          Right now, dying alone doesn't seem so bad.
          I think I might be going mad.
          It might be sad but it's true.
          These issues are impossible to undo.
          
          
          These condescending eyes have me second guessing.
          Low self-esteem makes everything depressing.
          In the end, there's only one conclusion.
          Happiness is just an illusion.
          
          
          I can't be the only one who feels this way.
          I'm far away from being okay.
          I can't be the only one who feels this way.
          I'm miles away from being okay.
          
          
          My condescending eyes made me second guess.
          My self-esteem made me depressed.
          I've come to terms with my conclusion.
          Happiness is just an illusion.

Going to the doctors tomorrow to figure out what a wrong with me
          
          
          
          (I've been sick for 2 weeks now part of my face in swollen I can't hear in one of my ears and I can barely n speak with out running out of breath and with my already nonfunctional lungs the fact that air isn't getting into my system correctly no might be dying pray for me)

Guys, I'm literal!y sick and I'm trying to sing but I can't and I'm suffering does anyone know how to get rid of congestion?
          
          I'm literally immune to medicine Cough medicine, Benadryl, Tylenol, Ibuprofen, cough medicine, allergy medicine, headache medicine, NOTHING IM IMMUNE
          WHEN I HAD SURGERY BACK IN OCTOBER THE DOCTORS HAD TO PUT MORE ANAESTHESIA IN MY TUBEY THINGS BC I WASNT FALLING ALSEEP I WOKE UP WAY FASTER THAN I WAS SUPPOSED TO WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEE