auri

y’all idk what’s been happening to me but shit, i’m changing and it aint for the better

things r going right for me, makes me beyond happy 

i have my finals test for math tomorrow and i aint even gonna bother to study ugh

i just got.. i have a girlfriend.

its my birthday week, baaaby

i took the risk. oh jesus i took the chance to say it and i did, it was a funny confusing sorta complicated situation but only because both of us are super stubborn.
          
          and guess what? i feel all gushy and happy because she likes me back :,)

was a pretty good day especially towards the end of classes, i ft with her, got my hopes up today and guess what? this bitch ended up getting hurt in the end hahahahha
          
          this is what i meant smh, i take my friends advice for one day and i already ended up getting sidjsjhx. i‘m not doing this to myself and setting myself up for this when i know what the outcome is.
          
          so again, i gotta try harderrr to push these back because its gonna get to me even stronger if i get too in it.

sooo she said she would give me her hoodie on monday since its “hoodie season” because i posted about it buttt i dont think she’ll do it and i walked her to her bus today and somebody fucking slap me because i feel all gushy.

told one of my friends about my feelings, he said not to push it away and just let it happen.. but girlie dont wanna get her hopes up again sooo

i think i’m catching feelings
          
          nope, imma throw that shit back out