after_1D_fan

Tonight new chapter from the past that broke I hope you guys like it❤️

motownsnow

Hi, I just started re-reading your updated version and I'm looking forward to reading it! Your stories are amazing and I very much enjoy reading them! When I'm done with one I archive it to re-read at a later time if it's complete! If it isn't it stays in my current reads and I read as new updates are announced! Always keep writing! "Ik wens je het allerbeste toe, Donna!

after_1D_fan

Hi, thank you. I’ve already finished writing the whole book, but I’m still deciding when to start posting the chapters. Maybe at the beginning of each month, or every two weeks — I’m not really sure yet. I’m really excited to let you read the whole book ☺️
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motownsnow

Hoi hoe gaat het met je? Yes I just realized you're Dutch! Or at least speak it! I'm German and Italian but a military brat so I can recognize some languages, and something you said in TPTBM clued me in! I was just reading the current updates!

motownsnow

@after_1D_fan The Past haunts me every day, but I have to push past it,for the sake of my sanity! My grandchildren definitely help
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after_1D_fan

@motownsnow that’s so beautiful story. Your grandchildren are you everything and make you time here on earth happy and sometimes the past comes falling back in your mind but after a while we can live with it.
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motownsnow

@after_1D_fan Like I told you I've had a very disturbing life, but I did a lot of things to numb my pain! I've been in recovery 20 years! I was way off the tracks but I knew if I didn't get off the train I never would! Where you got into cutting, I got into drugs, uppers mostly bc I wanted to feel loved! I don't for one minute miss it! The music yes definitely bc it takes me to a different world and to this day I still listen to it but the lifestyle! I have my daughter back and I now have 4 beautiful grandchildren! If I didn't get off that train I wouldn't be able to have what I have, yeah I lost a lot but I gained so much more!
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motownsnow

The Past That Broke Me, is your story, but it is also mine! I lived through this nightmare for 10 years, starting from 5 years old! I can't tell my story bc I'm scared! I still have flashbacks and night terrors and I'm 56 years old!  Both of the people involved are dead! And I've been in  and out of therapy since I was 5! But no one has ever believed me! My own mother on her death bed said I seduced him! I'm currently in a great therapy program! And I married my Hardin when he was 18, unfortunately he died when he was 43 after we were together for 25 years! He did everything for me from just sitting with me to holding my hand in a chair next to me while I cried on the stand in family court! I still to this day love my mother even though she didn't believe me as she was my only mother! The other person I never speak of died at 50 when I was still in high school! So yes your story is my story, continue writing @after_1D_fan

after_1D_fan

I’m so sorry that happened to you but eventually we are stronger then we think with each other we can make it and some days are better then others but the reminder of where we are standing now is making us stronger. I understand this story may be triggering something but I always wanted to write about my experiences when I was younger I’m almost 25 now. And the court has failed me and let that man get away with because of lack of evidence. But I’m better now I have a sweet and loving boyfriend who helped me. And im so glad that I can help people with this. Maybe people who are experiencing this right now to step out to others and ask for help ❤️
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SuperSammyO1999

Hi I love your account

after_1D_fan

@SuperSammyO1999 yeah definitely
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SuperSammyO1999

@after_1D_fan Would you like to follow each other?
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after_1D_fan

Omg thank you so much I love yours too x
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