Hello, my dear readers...
I would like to announce that I need a few days to recover myself...
It's been two days I broke up with my Japanese boyfriend. This is the most depressive situation I'd ever had. Although I had many past boyfriends before, but this time is quite a downfall to me. I loved him to the moon and back, but in the end, we seperated last Friday.
I've been experienced suffocation for last two days. My breath became irregular, as if I was being choked to death. My hands also sweated a lot. My mind went overthink about him. I'm afraid my anxiety comes back because of our seperation.
Even though we finally seperated, I always wish for him the best. Let's just say one day we meet again and he ask me to come back to him, I will think about it first.
I will update my story after I recover my depression. Wish me luck, guys. See you~