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agoblin_namedrat
agoblin_namedrat
but like what if instead of doing my schoolwork i just
like
cried
...
ahaha my dog died during my geometry zoom class two days ago and now my depression is back!! my happiness was very short lived haha
i freaking hate myself :)
agoblin_namedrat
holy crap it’s here
it’s here
well i mean it’s at my grandmas house but ITS HERE FWHSHSHWHEHS
I FEEL SO BAD FOR HIDING THIS FROM MY PARENTS BUT I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT THEY WOULD REACT BADLY (honestly i don’t know how they would react but i know it wouldn’t be good or accepting to say the least)
my grandma is the best person on this planet and nobody can change my mind ùwú
agoblin_namedrat
@Mapple13shade i’m gonna be flat holy crap i’m actually gonna be flat i’m terrified and excited and happy all at the same time aghhhhhh
agoblin_namedrat
guess who just found out their mom is
r a c i s t
it’s meeeeee
i mean i kinda already knew that my mom and dad were racist but this just sorta conformed it.
now i really have the whole bundle!! trump supporters, racists, homophobes, and transphobes!! wow this household is just so loving and accepting :)
Mapple13shade
@agoblin_namedrat not necessarily Idk we would have to have a talk about them for me to let you know
agoblin_namedrat
@insomniabelike nooooo they’re good people, really. i just don’t agree with some of their values and it sometimes makes me uncomfortable. i mean, they’ve gotta be good parents... ...right?
agoblin_namedrat
you know what i just ✨l o v e✨
when youre just expressing yourself and your body and youre actually feeling a little bit confident today-
and then your parents body shame you because you dont shave and “girls should be shaving”
like?? you wont let me shave the hair on my head why should i shave the hair on my body??
plus ive been feeling suuuuper dysphoric lately so thanks for that-
AND THEN YOU POKE FUN AT ME FOR CONSTANTLY WEARING HOODIES
AND ASK ME WHY I ISOLATE MYSELF??????
agoblin_namedrat
i just had a really bad sensory overload and now there's marks on my arm where i dug my nails in and they're not going away help
agoblin_namedrat
@Mapple13shade i would much rather clicky clack my nails then not have them thank you very much
agoblin_namedrat
@Mapple13shade uhhhhh no my nails >:3 plus i don’t like the way it feels when they’re not there, so tbh it would probably be worse :/
agoblin_namedrat
holy crap my grandma is getting me a binder this is the happiest day of my life fwhshajwoh
now i actually have a reason to get up in the morning!!! and i thought it had left but turns out i just needed to make my own reason and now it’s like :0
agoblin_namedrat
help.
AmongTheDyingStars
@agoblin_namedrat Do you want to talk about it..? We can move it to PMs if that makes it better..
agoblin_namedrat
@AmongTheDyingStars the only thing keeping me even a little bit mentally stable is leaving me. i’m scared. that thing was the only thing that made me get out of bed in the morning and now it’s leaving. i’ve been crying for the past hour.
agoblin_namedrat
it’s not self harm if you don’t bleed ;)
agoblin_namedrat
@Virgilhasanxiety hmmmm, perhaps... i will consider that next time i see a very sharp looking pin in my vicinity...
agoblin_namedrat
i know it’s dumb since i only have like 12 follows who probably don’t even care but i really just need to vent out my feelings
i’m feeling really depressed and sad and tired and cold and anxious and i just want to snuggle up with my pillows and cry myself to sleep but i have a butt-ton if homework to do and i’m super stressed out and i don’t have any coping mechanisms