agoofyChristiangirly

“California Nights” and “Dead Man” by David Kushner are my top two songs right now. 
          	I’m really struggling with depression right now. I know I should lean on My Savior, but it’s so hard. I feel as if he’s not there, and I’m just screaming at empty space.
          	 What is my purpose here? Why? Why must there be sin? 
          	Whenever I think of the world ending, I freak out. What if I’m only telling myself I’m a Christian, and it’s not true? 
          	What if I end up in Hell for eternity? It scares me so much. 
          	When I was younger, my mom told me about how whoever is spending eternity with Christ is in the Book of Life. And that was written before time began. 
          	What if I’m not in that Book?

agoofyChristiangirly

Thanks a lot, I am seeing a therapist but it still been really slow. Thanks for sticking by me!
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katiegoesmew

@agoofyChristiangirly I've been there. Actually, I'm kind of in a dark place, myself, although mine is more aching for Him to return quickly and put an end to my suffering. My brother used to have a similar kind of crisis to what you're going through right now, and one thing I always told him was that if he's worrying about it and thinking about it, he's probably good. If you don't care where you end up or what your status is as a Christian, that's when you might be in trouble.
          	  
          	  Depression is a pretty common problem during and after pregnancy, so if you're not seeing a counsellor or a psychiatrist right now, it wouldn't be a bad idea to look into one. I don't know if there are any meds that are safe for pregnant women, and I'm not saying you need meds or anything, but talking to someone who can help you get through this will make it a little easier. And if this is all related to the pregnancy, it's going to be temporary, so there's that.
          	  
          	  Hugs and prayers!
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agoofyChristiangirly

“California Nights” and “Dead Man” by David Kushner are my top two songs right now. 
          I’m really struggling with depression right now. I know I should lean on My Savior, but it’s so hard. I feel as if he’s not there, and I’m just screaming at empty space.
           What is my purpose here? Why? Why must there be sin? 
          Whenever I think of the world ending, I freak out. What if I’m only telling myself I’m a Christian, and it’s not true? 
          What if I end up in Hell for eternity? It scares me so much. 
          When I was younger, my mom told me about how whoever is spending eternity with Christ is in the Book of Life. And that was written before time began. 
          What if I’m not in that Book?

agoofyChristiangirly

Thanks a lot, I am seeing a therapist but it still been really slow. Thanks for sticking by me!
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katiegoesmew

@agoofyChristiangirly I've been there. Actually, I'm kind of in a dark place, myself, although mine is more aching for Him to return quickly and put an end to my suffering. My brother used to have a similar kind of crisis to what you're going through right now, and one thing I always told him was that if he's worrying about it and thinking about it, he's probably good. If you don't care where you end up or what your status is as a Christian, that's when you might be in trouble.
            
            Depression is a pretty common problem during and after pregnancy, so if you're not seeing a counsellor or a psychiatrist right now, it wouldn't be a bad idea to look into one. I don't know if there are any meds that are safe for pregnant women, and I'm not saying you need meds or anything, but talking to someone who can help you get through this will make it a little easier. And if this is all related to the pregnancy, it's going to be temporary, so there's that.
            
            Hugs and prayers!
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agoofyChristiangirly

Heyyyyy cuties how are y’all??? Are you excited for Christmas??????  I am!!!! Also my baby bump is even bigger now it’s soooooo cute?

QueenErinthebrave

@agoofyChristiangirly I got back from hanging out with friends today, and I had so much fun! :D I am really excited for Christmas!
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LeeleeD22

@agoofyChristiangirly I’m good, abt to be on my way home from caroling. It’s VERY cold, so I’m excited to be home. 
            
            That’s so cool!!!
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leerbrruh

I’m excited, how about yourself?
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agoofyChristiangirly

Shoulders
          for KING & COUNTRY
          When confusion's my companion
          And despair holds me for ransom
          I will feel no fear
          I know that You are near
          When I'm caught deep in the valley
          With chaos for my company
          I'll find my comfort here
          Cause I know that You are near
          My help comes from You
          You're right here, pulling me through
          You carry my weakness, my sickness, my brokenness
          All on Your shoulders
          Your shoulders
          My help comes from You
          You are my rest, my rescue
          I don't have to see to believe that
          You're lifting me up on Your shoulders
          Your shoulders
          You mend what once was shattered
          And You turn my tears to laughter
          Your forgiveness is my fortress
          Oh, Your mercy is relentless
          My help comes from You
          You're right here, pulling me through
          You carry my weakness, my sickness, my brokenness
          All on Your shoulders
          My help comes from You
          You are my rest, my rescue
          I don't have to see to believe that
          You're lifting me up on Your shoulders
          Your shoulders
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it to believe it
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it, cause I know, cause I know it's true
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it to believe it
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it, cause I know, cause I know it's true
          My help comes from You
          You're right here, pulling me through
          You carry my weakness, my sickness, my brokenness
          All on Your shoulders
          Your shoulders
          My help comes from You
          You are my rest, my rescue
          I don't have to see to believe that
          You're lifting me up on Your shoulders
          Your shoulders
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it to believe it
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it, cause I know, cause I know it's true
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it to believe it
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it, cause I know, cause I know it's true
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it to believe it
          My help is from You
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it to believe it
          My help is from You
          Don't have to see it, cause I know, cause I know it's true

ellie_chic

@agoofyChristiangirly I love this song!!
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Keeyzzz

@agoofyChristiangirly i love this song! <3
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PlattenumSwiftie9685

@agoofyChristiangirly ❤️
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agoofyChristiangirly

GUYS MY BABY BUMP IS SHOWING ITS CRAZY

ellie_chic

@agoofyChristiangirly oh my goodness! Congrats!
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Pipereyelash

@agoofyChristiangirly awww
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agoofyChristiangirly

@Pipereyelash im 2 months!
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