I'm truly sorry for the lack of updates, recently i feel drowned both physically and mentally, wondering what should I do next. I just want everything to go back to normal, to my childhood...
Things I love to do arent the same anymore, everything has changes, it's becaming further with every day that passed. My existance are sometime forgotten, but I'm not mad with that, it's a feeling that sometime i enjoy with myself. I'm dissapointed with myself, really dissapointed, I experienced the same pain again and again but never learned from it, there is not much to it, but sometime I want to feel appreciated just once.
Sorry if this feel corny and cringe, I just want to write my feelings since I have no one to talk to.
