Hina

Hi!
          
          I've started writing a new story and have published it. ‘Burning Hearts’ yeah, you can find the book here on Wattpad. It'll have Barak—Adam's son—story with the girl he claimed to hate. There are a few changes I've decided to make in this story. Hope you enjoy.
          
          Also, I think I'm gonna give Kabir and the youngest Dawood’s story, too. Should I change his name, too? His name was Aarnav previously. I think I'll change it.
          
          Anyway, go and check the story. I'm sure you'll like it. Thank you :)

Jesus Loves You is now complete!

Yesterday, he asked me something. What came to my mind wasn't by me, but a verse. So, I answered him with it, saying, “Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires.”
          
          He said, “Bible verse.”
          I said, “Yeah.”
          He said, “Yesterday, as I was reading the Bible, it took my attention. God wants to say something.”
          
          Maybe, that... he will have someone by his side one day as his spouse, and that'd be not me!
          
          All is well, all is well, heart! Don't think about it! 

Another thing I wanted to share...
          
          I began adoring a guy. It was too much. Can't believe I even mentioned him in my poetry and oh! This mind began assuming things on its own. Every time I was like, wish it were so... If I come to talk 'bout all, I guess it'll exceed 2k+ words lol!
          So, one evening I asked him a question in someone else's name. I asked, “And if this phase passed, will he forget everything? Yes, the hurt will remain but his feelings for that girl will fade away, right?” Because he'll have a wife of his own.
          He said, “Yes, he will.”
          
          And working, I said to God, “If I ask You, Lord, You'll take these feelings but I don't wanna give up.” I didn't find it wrong. If someday it comes to be wrong, I'll give 'em up, too.
          
          But this thing made me realise; even the feelings have no value if we stand before God. It's as easy as deleting memories from your phone. For the fleeting moment, maybe I forgot I was a human, made of dust.
          
          And it made me see how humble—indeed so humble—was Jesus to become ‘this’ human! I'm still learning about ‘this’ human and the humility of Jesus to come and die on the cross for this ‘this’ human.
          
          It's fascinating. The King loved the dust of His feet.

Just got a memory of me talking to God and I literally got tears!
          
          A few months ago, God was telling me about my childhood. How I used to annoy other girls. Lol! So, I was just laughing over those things. I used to be really naughty.
          
          Then he said, "I remember everything. I know your childhood." I was a Hindu at that time.
          
          I said, "I forgot those things. It has many embarassing moments!" I don't even remember those days, except the day of my encounter with God.
          
          He chuckled and I simply said, "It's really pretty when you laugh."
          
          He said, "I also like it when you laugh or smile." I was thrilled to know. With others, I won't give this reaction. With God, I literally jump in happiness and I like when I receive compliments. Lol!
          
          But with God, everything is wow...

Where's Love me, Mikayla book???

I told a girl what God wanted to tell her. She began crying. Now, I'm thinking about her. God really loves her. 

Yesterday I was reading a book so there was a scene in which the fl broke her ankle and yeah, ofc the ml carried her in his arms.
          
          I was like, “How thoughtful he is!” Then something clicked my mind and I said to God, “Please God, give me a romantic husband!”
          
          Then He reminded me that I can put my hand on my ankle and command it to heel. Even my husband would ask for it. So I said, “No, God! I'm not going to do it! He has to take the initiative!”
          
          So, the same night when I was sober, I said, “God, I'm sorry. I think I was really shameless when I asked You for a romantic husband.”
          
          However He said, “I'm gonna give you a man after My own heart. If you don't heal yourself, he will do it.”
          
          Back to the topic! I almost whined and said, “But romance is necessary, right? Even You talk to me in poetries sometimes! I don't want a grumpy man!”
          
          I think there I said it right. Because the next He asked me to pray for it. Finally!
          
          Faith like Abraham, romantic like Isaac, powerful like Moses, gentle like Hosea, caring like Boaz, poetic like Solomon, and finally, a man after God's own heart, like David.
          
          He was like, “Happy?” I nodded happily!
          
          Ha yar, bohot dramebaaz hu mai :')

A message I don't want to forget (once again).
          
          Seeing that my sister, who doesn't live with us, yearns for people to talk to her, I couldn't help but remember the time I was also hungry for attention and care. This feeling irritates me a lot because idk if you've felt the hunger to be loved or not, but I did, and it's terrible if you don't know Jesus.
          
          Because it happens that nobody can be by your side every time. The world is busy. Stop expecting from people, nobody understands until love happens, and not everybody can love because not everybody loves Jesus.
          
          Betrayals after betrayals make humans rigid and one can't even trust anymore. You come to a stage where you're exhausted and fall at His feet and say, “I need you, Lord.” I want people to understand this, so they stop expecting from people.
          
          They won't come. Jesus does.

I really wanted to thank you for being an author here on Wattpad. Means the world to have a writer like yourself spreading the word in a way that can read more than one group <3