ahlisagrace

an excerpt to "unrequited feelings" by leslie b, which made me ugly cry in the middle of the night.
          	
          	i remember it was 
          	on the third day of the new year 
          	5am or something, 
          	you were soundly asleep 
          	breathing rhythmically 
          	like you were focusing on a dream 
          	  
          	i moved over and put my arms around you 
          	i wanted to give you some warmth, 
          	i remember it lingered for a minute 
          	and you pushed my arm away 
          	still half-asleep, 
          	that was the first time you ever reacted that way 
          	  
          	about half an hour later, 
          	5:49am 
          	i remember because i got up for a cup of water 
          	you were still soundly asleep 
          	i rested my hands on your thighs 
          	it was subtle, 
          	i just wanted to touch you 
          	have a connecting point to your skin 
          	while we dozed
          	
          	i remember it lingered for a little while 
          	and you moved your body away 
          	it was subtle, 
          	but your intention lingered 
          	and that lingering feeling started to eat at my chest 
          	how could something so subtle have such a big hurt? 
          	  
          	i don’t know if it was silly 
          	that i had an intuition that night 
          	or silly that my intuition turned out to be right 
          	but somehow that night 
          	i knew that this 
          	was a beginning to an end

ahlisagrace

 watch me post my poetry entries cause i'm too lovesick and bored and don't have motivation to finish a chapter 
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ahlisagrace

an excerpt to "unrequited feelings" by leslie b, which made me ugly cry in the middle of the night.
          
          i remember it was 
          on the third day of the new year 
          5am or something, 
          you were soundly asleep 
          breathing rhythmically 
          like you were focusing on a dream 
            
          i moved over and put my arms around you 
          i wanted to give you some warmth, 
          i remember it lingered for a minute 
          and you pushed my arm away 
          still half-asleep, 
          that was the first time you ever reacted that way 
            
          about half an hour later, 
          5:49am 
          i remember because i got up for a cup of water 
          you were still soundly asleep 
          i rested my hands on your thighs 
          it was subtle, 
          i just wanted to touch you 
          have a connecting point to your skin 
          while we dozed
          
          i remember it lingered for a little while 
          and you moved your body away 
          it was subtle, 
          but your intention lingered 
          and that lingering feeling started to eat at my chest 
          how could something so subtle have such a big hurt? 
            
          i don’t know if it was silly 
          that i had an intuition that night 
          or silly that my intuition turned out to be right 
          but somehow that night 
          i knew that this 
          was a beginning to an end

ahlisagrace

 watch me post my poetry entries cause i'm too lovesick and bored and don't have motivation to finish a chapter 
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ahlisagrace

"Chubby Athy, wanna go shopping?" I asked and her nonexistent black sunglasses immediately appeared while she nodded.
          
          And so, we exited the balcony with our imaginary black sunglasses and tuxedo like those fanarts in the bird app.
          
                    — updating this fic because i'm trying to read it again but my app is malfunctioning, and my phone is full storage... life, why have you forsaken me?

ahlisagrace

@Ellaluvenha how i wish my parents will finally buy me a new one T_T
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Ellaluvenha

@ Ellaluvenha TvT
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Ellaluvenha

@ ahlisagrace  someone please make a petition to buy this great wp author a new phone
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ahlisagrace

when will i ever get a lover?

ahlisagrace

@Ellaluvenha thank you :))) getting a lover at this time is also not advisable anyway HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i have too many things to study
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Ellaluvenha

@ ahlisagrace  perhaps next year? I hope u will get a lover that is kind, sweet, caring, ur type (a lover that u have always wanted) and always supportive for u^^
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ahlisagrace

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guys, if this girl's going to be the love of my life, i'm going to be fucking updating every week. manifest it!!!

Ellaluvenha

@ ahlisagrace  oo who is the lucky girl ahahahah xD
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ahlisagrace

if you ask me if i'm alive, the answer's no.

Ellaluvenha

@ ahlisagrace  Goodluck on your exam!! I hope you get the best grades^^ Don't forget to take a break too, it's good for ur brain and body to have rest before & after studying<3
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ahlisagrace

@Ellaluvenha i'm doing well! (not, exams are coming, i have a lot of activities) thanks a lot! hope you can a lil bit longer for the update though <3333
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