@ahnkonheo
i feel so unlovable
I hope you can see how lovable you are from other people's eyes
@ahnkonheo WWWHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i’m literally living out martin’s exact storyline from the hook-up right now and it is pure torture. turns out, pretending you’re totally fine with just being casual when you’re actually deeply falling for them is the most painful thing ever. if i confess, i’m terrified he’ll instantly pull away and i’ll lose him forever. but staying casual is literally destroying me from the inside because the jealousy is so real, and i can’t bear the thought of him with other girls.
ugh it hurts so bad pretending i can handle this. what was i actually thinking writing that storyline? the universe really clapped back and made it my reality. but i can’t even lie, it feels so intoxicating when he calls me when he's sad and lonely, like i’m the only person in the world who can heal his peace. i know i’m destroying my own worth and settling for crumbs, but having a piece of him is still better than losing him completely ):
ps: sorry, that was major tmi. i just really needed to get that off my chest. honestly, it hurts so much more than i ever thought it would. please do not ever settle for less and pretend you’re okay with just being casual. IT NEVER ENDS WELL, BELIEVE ME.
Oh love :( i feel like you need a listening ear rather than people telling you stuff like "if he wanted to he would" or "you deserve better", because i'm sure you already know that. It's a shame can't control how we feel. Sometimes we have to love and hurt, until that love is out of our systems so that we can move on :( sending so much love bb
@throwbackto2015 this made me tear up reading it. thank you so much for truly validating my feelings instead of just telling me what i “should” do or giving me the usual clichés. it’s hard to navigate right now, but your words bring me a massive amount of comfort. having someone just listen and understand without judgment means more to me than you know. you’re spot on about having to love and hurt until it’s out of my system. thanks sm for being such a safe space for me and sending so much love back to you <3
anyone wants to read another friends with benefits romcom again? HANDS UP IF YOU’RE UP FOR IT
@ahnkonheo MY HANDS UP!!!!!!
YAYYYYY
MEEE!!! MEMEMEMEME!!!!!! BOTH HANDS ARE UP
JUST SAW SPIDERMAN BRAND NEW DAY AND SOOOOO EXCITED TO SEE MY GIRL SADIE SINK. KINDA MISS CRASH COURSE IN ROMANCE THO hahaha i might bring it back again cz of sadie
YES BRING IT BACK
Omg did u see Cortis Lolla performance, that was INSANEEEEE !!!
@throwbackto2015 YEAAAAHHHHHH IT WAS MAD. THEY PERFORMED MENTION ME OMGGGGG AND JOYRIDE
hey guys, just a quick heads-up. im putting MARTIN EDWARDS WANTS ME and CRASH COURSE IN ROMANCE back into my drafts (aka unpublishing them). im so, so sorry. i really don't think i can finish these two stories anymore. instead of keeping you guys waiting forever for updates that might never come, i figured it's best to just unpublish them for now. thank you for understanding <3
Should I hold out hope for my fav Martin Edwards wants me
@yungkeukeu im so sorry but i think you shouldnt (just saying) cause i might give up on that one
just watched OK JAANU and my heart is literally melting. after years of trauma from the AASHIQUI 2 ending, it lowkey cured my depression to finally see aditya and shraddha get a happily ever after. they were so ridiculously sweet together i cant take it. honestly need an adi in my life fr hehe. have any of you guys watched it?? please tell me im not the only one still screaming over them ♥
@ahnkonheo yessss it's one of my fav movie. I lovee the chemistry between them and the kind of carefree yet so intimate bond they had really stole my heart!!. And I love your stories , especially those oneshots of cortis (especially keonho's oneshots) , I hope you keep writing them. Love uu ❤❤
england are through to the round of 16!!!
okay, im not actually english, but i genuinely want to see football come home this time. it’s been, what, around 60 years since they last won a world cup? that’s long enough, honestly. plus, literally all of my stories are set in england and my main characters are british, so i’ve become weirdly attached to the country and i’ve spent way too much time writing british characters not to get excited every time they win. it just feels right to support england at this point lol. here’s hoping they keep this momentum going and bring that trophy home. come on, england!
THE HELL YOU MEAN MARTIN IS 6'4" NOWWWW?
@isthischannie at this rate, i think martin’s gonna need special airspace clearance just to walk around
@Itsmeblakeybabe NO BECAUSE THATS WHAT IM SAYING. he’s 18 and somehow keeps adding inches like martin please ENOUGH
@ahnkonheo bomboclatt wallahi..