MYG

Fml I'm gonna commit I hate hiwnyou know me so well but at the same time o love how you notice the smallest things you say your memory is shit but it isn't! Don't think that ever !! And non l didn't fall askeeookay im.lesbeinf you hanging again and I hate myself for it. For some so active I'm sorry you have to put with someone who isn't as active as you I don't know if I ever made you feel like you weren't enough bc of the fact that I am so spotty or if you were frustrated bc of how lazy I am. But as much energy you do bring into my life, pls don't get me wrong but so many feelings got me to the floor bc of how beautiful everything all is. And maybe I'm not making sense rn. Maybe it's all just me saying I'm not sleeping but here I am. 
          BUT I love you myg. I do. And I miss you every moment. I can't make it up to you and your heart is always kind enough to forgive me BUT YELL AT ME. SMACK ME. TAKE MY BEHIND. punish me. Bc I know it hurts to an extent. And I feel bad you have to live with this old grandpa who's bedtime is 11 pm. Study well my dear. Goodnight/good morning. I love you ;; 

Fml idek what I'm doing anymore. Going on a whim or being completely dumb. I hope you are having fun and are eating well~ you're amazing myg. I don't wish for your heart to ache in any way and I'm hoping to prove myself in the near future. I love you 
          
          Sends you kisses from afar 

Is this what it feels like waking up in an empty bed. Reaching out to find you not there. I want you to torture me. I want you to sleep if you're tired bc I believe this won't be our last meeting. This won't be the last time I see you. Well go on more dates and experience more kisses. And let your cute little ass rest up. 
          
          I want to heal you myg
          I want you to experience a love that's more
          BUT that's just me being selfish. 
          
          Take care of yourself, or else I'm flying all the way over there to take care of you 

You needed to go and I wasn't here to say goodbye to you. 
          When you do see this. 
          Min Yoongi 
          I'll never get tired of saying it so you better not get tired of hearing it!!
          I love you. I love you so fucking much. And I can only imagine the pain. I don't know if you're ready for what's to come. But I know for sure I am not. And I'll miss you when you're asleep. I want to cuddle you. I want to be next to you when you sleep. I know I torture you a lot but oh my gosh I never mean any of it. As cheesy as it sounds. You're the love of my life. Wowowowowow okay I'm done. I love you, min yoongi and don't ever forget that 

AHHHhHhhH f u c k 
          I'm gonna scream
          But I also don't wanna scsre you 
          I'm feeling myself shutdown
          Pulls you into the sweetest kiss 
          Min yoongi, you are indeed the love of my life and i love you so so fucking much
          
          FUCK 

I already miss you in my arms, I need you here bc everything just...hurts

Going to shower boi, pay attention. I'll be back ily lots 
          Kisses your lips

Can you believe you not answering in 3 minutes got me thinking you left, I'm too dramatic. I need a stop

You either don't know I replied or you too busy with school. Either way boy, I'll be back if I pass out rn but not before I give you a kiss

You're so fucking cute