ahoytrps

; cb !! also drop on @st4rmans 

southerntheatrics

mordor . it's from the lord of the rings . duh .

ahoytrps

@southerntheatrics            uh   no.   why  would  i  read  some  fantasy  book?
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southerntheatrics

a fantasy book . by j.r.r. tolkien . you've never
            read it ?
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freakisms

hey,,         hey..   you’re okay.   yeah? just  a  dream.
          
          /     missed them sooo

freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ              woah,,      woah..  hey. i’m  here. yeah.   i’m  fine.  [    jonathan’s hands immediately came to hold the other close,,      both to assure himself steve was alright..     and to assure the other that he was here. and he was safe.  ]       it’s okay..      you’re  okay. what  happened?
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ahoytrps

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@freakisms             jonathan—    /fuck/.        *  he  sprung  up,     looking  around  the  room  as  though  he  expected  something  to  be  lurking.  *       are   you  ...  you're   okay,  right?
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freakisms

you know  what..        i  think i’m  kinda  getting used to   this.
          
          /      jon being little spoon :3

freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                  i do..      but  a  little bribery helps.  maybe just a  feeeeew  more  will convince  me. :)
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ahoytrps

@freakisms           you're  really  pushing  it  here.     *  gentle  kisses  would  be  pressed  against  jonathan's  shoulder.   *     i  think  you  should  do  it   because  you  love   me. 
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freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                  ..i’ll think  about  it.  since you  seem  to  like it so much.  maybe  a  few  kisses would  help  me  make  up  my mind?
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freakisms

look. i  was  an idiot.   alright?  are  you happy now?

freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                [   his words land heavier than yelling ever could. he wasn’t storming off,,    he wasn’t getting physical. steve was hurt. and worse? he’s trying to understand. jonathan swallows hard. his eyes drop to the floor,,       shoulders curling in on themselves like he’s bracing for impact. he takes a breath..       then another,,    like he’s forcing himself to stay in the moment instead of disappearing.  ]         ..i know. i  wasn’t  trying to excuse  it. i..     i  said it  because i  felt /    small /. and scared. and..      instead  of just  saying  that,,       i  went  for something  that  would  hurt. 
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ahoytrps

@freakisms               jealous.      *  he'd  echo  the   words  as  though  that  would  help  him  understand.    it   didn't   make  sense  still.  but  he  was  nodding  as  though  he  understood.   *    right.    i  get  jealous  too,   jonathan.  but  i  dont    talk  to  you  like   that. 
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freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                    ..you  do?   [   he was happy to hear that he was forgiven so readily. of course he was. but he couldn’t help but look at steve in shock once the words fell from his mouth. jonathan’s eyes narrow and his lips part in response,,    until  those next words came from steve. now all that was visible on his face was pure guilt. he almost hated himself for hurting steve like this. especially when he cared about him so much.  ]         ..i don’t   either.  not completely.  i  guess i was  just..     jealous.
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freakisms

i’m not..    much  of  a pool  guy. thanks.

freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                  i  just  don’t wanna  get  in. alright?   just  have fun.  i’m  fine  watching.
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ahoytrps

@freakisms            you're  really gonna  make  me  swim   around  by   myself?
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freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                    ..maybe  another  time.  okay? i just..    want   to stay here.  i’ll  watch.
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freakisms

hey.  are you..      are you /   crying /?

freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                 yeah..    even if  you  pick  fast times.  [    jonathan rolls his eyes playfully,,        but it’s sincere. he’d watch fast times a million times over if steve wanted to. as long as he felt..    safe. happy. that’s all that mattered to jonathan. and if he wanted to talk about whatever was happening before he came in? he could. but he knew better than anyone else that sometimes it’s better not to push. just knowing someone is there for you in more ways than one,,      that’s what mattered.   ]       come on..   i’ll  even make the  popcorn.
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ahoytrps

@freakisms         you're  just  letting me  get  a pity  pick.  i  picked  last   week.       *  he'd  take  jonathan's  hand,  a  snort  of  laughter  leaving him.   it  came  out  slightly  wet.   as  though  he  was  forcing  even  the  laugh.    *    even  if  i  pick   fast  times   again?      
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freakisms

@ahoytrps .ᐟ.ᐟ                   [   it broke his heart a little to see how clearly upset the other was,,       especially to see him wiping the tears from his face. like a reflex. like he was /   used / to being forced to be strong,,       to be  self-sufficient. he knew it all too well. yet a small grin began to spread at the other’s suggestion. this earns a slight nod from him,,     before one of his hands raised for steve to take.  ]         yeah.  we can. your  pick.     ..okay?
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