I carried that impulse for expression even further, into acting and experienced a greater form of expression. I love the intricate mystery of another character, sorting out background and motivation and meaning, exploring my own feelings and thoughts in relation to another person. Then I found writing, an outlet that enabled me to express more intricately and specifically my experiences. I wrote to know what I was thinking, I wrote to understand my profession, my traveles, my relationships and in fact my life. Consequently, writing helped me to understand the why and how of everything.