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alr guys I gotchu (part 1)
so this actually started in like- 6th grade when I was besties with this one girl who I actually had a crush on (but I didnt know I was gay at the time so I just thought that I really wanted to be friends with her) well, long story short, she ended up being a terrible person who was spreading FALSE rumors abt me, I want to stress the word FALSE because the things she was accusing me of doing are absolutely terrible and I would never do that to someone. Well, we talked it out and kept being friends and when I told her (in like the end of 8th grade so, last year) I had a crush on someone, she started hanging out with that person A BUNCH like, a suspicious amount of time. I confronted her abt it and she denied it (obviously) and went on to say things like 'hes all yours' 'im not interested in him like that' stuff like that, whatever, I ignore it and eventually me and my crush start dating (this was the guy who confessed to me with a song btw) ((now 9th grade)) and things were going well until I wanted to hang out with my friends that weren't his friends. when I tried to hang out with my bsf of 10+ YEARS (not the one previously described), he got all pissy abt it and stomped out of the room saying "IM NOT MAD" well, buddy, you look pretty fucking mad to me. so I broke up with him, and Abt a month later him and her get together, and guess fucking what? THEY START SPREADING THE SAME SHITTY RUMORS THAT STARTED WAY BACK IN 6TH GRADE LIKE- GROW TF UP. and then when I said to one of my friends that I wanted to punch smth bc I was just so genuinely fed up with it atp bc this had literally started when we were children and