aishasdrafts

hi everyone, 
          	
          	i hope you guys are doing ok!! as you've probably noticed, i've lowkey been mia for a bit, and unfortunately, i think this might be the end of my wattpad career. with life getting busy and my priorities shifting, writing fanfiction simply isn't something at the top of my priorities right now :( 
          	
          	for those reasons, i will be going on a permanent hiatus. i'll keep my books up, and i might log in occasionally, but please don't expect anything beyond that. i have also changed my username from imnotaishaxni to aishasdrafts to signify this change :( 
          	
          	i'm still always open to talking w you guys, so please reach out via discord if you'd like!! 
          	
          	this is the end of this chapter of my life, and with it, it's the end of OUR chapter in my life. thank you all so so so much for making the past few years so fulfilling to me <3 i hope you all manifest everything you want in life and much more!! 
          	
          	yours truly,
          	aisha
          	xoxo

woffandom2010

@aishasdrafts bye girl ily and i loved reading ur books when i was active on wattpad
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sleepykid27

@aishasdrafts awwww :( im sad to hear thatttt but im glad that you're starting a new chapter aisha! good luckkk i love all your works and i wish you luck for the futureee <3 your books will always be some of my favourites xx
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hyunmericanooo

@aishasdrafts take care! I hope everything will be amazing for u!
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aishasdrafts

hi everyone, 
          
          i hope you guys are doing ok!! as you've probably noticed, i've lowkey been mia for a bit, and unfortunately, i think this might be the end of my wattpad career. with life getting busy and my priorities shifting, writing fanfiction simply isn't something at the top of my priorities right now :( 
          
          for those reasons, i will be going on a permanent hiatus. i'll keep my books up, and i might log in occasionally, but please don't expect anything beyond that. i have also changed my username from imnotaishaxni to aishasdrafts to signify this change :( 
          
          i'm still always open to talking w you guys, so please reach out via discord if you'd like!! 
          
          this is the end of this chapter of my life, and with it, it's the end of OUR chapter in my life. thank you all so so so much for making the past few years so fulfilling to me <3 i hope you all manifest everything you want in life and much more!! 
          
          yours truly,
          aisha
          xoxo

woffandom2010

@aishasdrafts bye girl ily and i loved reading ur books when i was active on wattpad
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sleepykid27

@aishasdrafts awwww :( im sad to hear thatttt but im glad that you're starting a new chapter aisha! good luckkk i love all your works and i wish you luck for the futureee <3 your books will always be some of my favourites xx
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hyunmericanooo

@aishasdrafts take care! I hope everything will be amazing for u!
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2minsunged

Are u gonna continue "this is not a love story"? It seems interesting so I kinda wanna read it but it's on hiactus currently

aishasdrafts

@2minsunged as of now, i don't have any plans of continuing it bcs i'm super busy w school unfort :(( i'm really sorry, and hopefully i do get back to it one day !! thank you for showing your interest, though <3
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flwrsamelia

Hellooo this is Ameliaa2943 except wattpad logged me out and wouldn't let me back in so I made a new account!!<3

flwrsamelia

tyy im at least happy i have a much cuter username than before lmao
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aishasdrafts

@flwrsamelia omg wattpad is lowkey so annoying smh TT glad you're back tho <33
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aishasdrafts

in 2025, let's all embrace change.
          i know we all have the power to manifest what we want. let's embrace ourselves and work for ourselves, not to please society. let's recognize our flaws and work to overcome them. let's cry ourselves to sleep and wake up rejuvenated. let's spend little money but hours on skincare. let's exercise to feel healthy, not to fit societal standards. let's look up to our idols and only take inspiration from them, not ruin ourselves over trying to be them. 
          let's accept ourselves, and let's embrace change. 
          
          happy new year, everyone <3

aishasdrafts

my RAILWAY theory:
          
          at the start of the mv, we see black-chan (wearing all black). he's being violent, he's fighting, probably eating human flesh, etc. cool stuff. he's lowkey kinda hot but that's also irrelevant to the theory. he's basically just being really violent. 
          but then! 
          we see white-chan near the end of the mv (in all white), and he pushed black-chan down into the ground (literally), and fights him (and wins). 
          
          my theory is that black-chan is irl-chan's emotions. remember the concert where chan broke down and said he would protect the staff, the members, the fans, aka everyone? and remember how he's always been open about how he would do anything to protect those he loves??
          i think black-chan is that side of him; the side that will go to extremes (including murder) to protect those he loves. it's his inner emotions. 
          meanwhile, white-chan is his rationale: the part that says 'bro stfu and sit down, murder will get you in jail'. white-chan beats black-chan bcs his rationale prevents him from doing anything drastic. 
          (you could also interpret this as white-chan being idol-chan, and how him being an idol prevents him from going to drastic measures for his family/friends bcs it would ruin his idol image). 
          
          now the interesting part of this theory is that at the end of mv, we see white-chan getting up from his chair, but then he puts on a black coat. he's no longer just white-chan; he's both. also: if you've noticed, black-chan and white-chan have their 'fake' eyes in opposite eyes; you need both of them for him to have 2 normal eyes. 
          i think this is his way of saying: "i'm a mix of my internal emotions and my rationale". he can be both, and though his rationale will maintain control of his emotions and prevent them from going too far, he will ALWAYS have both. 
          
          thanks for listening to my (confusing) ted talk hehe

aishasdrafts

@Amusewithanaccent HAHAHAHA if only i could use this basic arithmetic on my actual exams skjdfkisokjjfk
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aishasdrafts

@sweerasweets no i absolutely agree w the lyrics thing tho
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extraordinaryrain

i saw ur squid game announcement and i fear i was spoiled but its okay ily!!!

extraordinaryrain

@imnotaishxni oh god im too attached </3
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aishasdrafts

@extraordinaryrain up until ep 4 i liked it tbh. ep 5 is where it all starts going downwards imo LOL
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aishasdrafts

lowkey might be in my ryujin era (i dont think im straight atp)

akiwijinoutinthewild

@imnotaishxni ever since i got into kpop, i've been as straight as a circle
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Jisungiesluv

@imnotaishxni me neither, its okay lol
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aishasdrafts

have any of you guys watched squid game s2? as an s1 hardcore fan, s2 was HORRIBLE bro. like you CAN NOT convince me otherwise. maybe i'm being biased bcs kang saebyeok wasn't there, but like... there was no plot and it was all just setting up for s3. this season was absolutely trash and it hurts my soul bcs i waited a long 2 years for this. 
          
          park sunghoon and jo yuri really killed their roles tho imo. all the actors were honestly phenomenal. like, they lowkey carried the show so hard.

Lisajennie93

@imnotaishxni   I finished it a couple hours ago, honestly I really liked it but it felt like a random place to end the season
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Lisajennie93

@imnotaishxni   I just finished ep 5, I so far think it's pretty good, not as good as season 1 but I like it
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