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ily !!!!

the fact that i write on orvtwt instead of updating my books says a lot…

completely losing interest in genshin in favour for blue period and orv :”) even my twt curation favours orv more than genshin to the point im completely out of touch with genshin 

<33 MY LOVE, SUNSHINE, SEROTONIN <33 HAPPY NEW YEARS / NEW YEARS EVE 

a month since the last update, it’s 5:42am and i offer to you chapter five of the scaramouche fic <3 we’re at the half way mark guys
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1169677704?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=aivrse&wp_originator=vjaLsuR9FjyAUmgBtuplOhOsuxZC0WoAfyk0h05cr55Odvt1EmBjZJYn8h1he6uQNazjMnr2lKHmzlhf5FAUZksKHjO5ecy9xgZlFBQ0QzuOVJEuw4E8fb1YuiUsdklC

merry christmas

literally in love with the ORV novel :”) sobbed over it countless of time and i think i’m going to retire from writing ? i’ll still be around and write every once in a while but most of the time i write whenever i’m in one of the darker points in time :/ i will say that i have been gratefully out of any dark days since i started working ^^ been too busy to even think and i’ve just been appreciating life as it is :) rekindling old passion for bujo-ing and catching up with game, my shows and more :DD what i really hope for is that one day when i begin to write again, it isn’t for school or for vent but rather to share my joy and passion for writing! maybe even go back to my previous writing style if i wanted to but right now all i want to do is be satisfied with whatever i do rather than be stuck in a state of fear of imperfection! funny enough, i went back into video editing and uploaded my third video on youtube  regardless i think i’m getting to a point of betterment :) 

it’s kaeya’s birthday y’all <3

it’s 4:04am, i lost my streak of uploading the fic daily for no good reason.. i start work on friday but here i am offering y’all chapter three
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1157736319?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=aivrse&wp_originator=boyIuc%2BrSsu8r0XyiUk3QRXMcmlT1oZwkrl5MtI2AbfWK%2BIgQWic6y3rdi6hHNV7%2BhqscgASY%2F%2BTHHOYKuMJyorADaZ8PhoGu1rXUEyvMd9A1MeSeuCTL%2F8wd5hgcAOe

slides chapter 2 across the table at uh 2:48am- i feel like the time i upload is getting worse and worse but oh wells
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1157280870?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=aivrse&wp_originator=QR4n2d%2BsFoDTzUDIR5hE1yu6adg6mGhFeUagCFuhPlO8wziZJeonNVTbvX8FDQGwAMxnDidzIbdnMkp6biV%2FAj%2BPB1YFANhhn5PlCzCg0El7McdHoSOZ47e2g9TuRo6x