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https://open.spotify.com/track/5TZKpQFKCbIlWGD8DzHbC6?si=be711240ce4d4d47

https://open.spotify.com/track/5yu0lVVW68f5VIzdjIJVQ6?si=211f2c66b5104221

randoms: ang wakas
            
            “tumahan ka na,” 
            
            “bakit ako tatahan, ang nobelang isunulat sakin ni tadhana ay masyadong kalunos-lunos.”
            
            “wala ka nang magagawa, ang nobela ay masaya laman sa una at trahedya na ang dala  sasusunod na kabanata nito.”
            
            “alam ko iyan ang sa akin lang, bakit ganito ang wakas ng aking nobela, masyadong masakit!”
            
            “si tadhana ang sumusulat ng ating nobela, wala kang magagawa kung hindi kayo ang itinakda. ikaw ay maghihintay lamang sa wakas na inihanda ni tadhana.”

randoms: siargao moments resurfacing
            
            "can we at least spend our last day together in this place… before we end whatever we have?" sabi nya habang nakayuko ang ulo nya, mahina ang boses at halatang malapit na bumugso ang kaniyang luha.
            
            "where is this place?" i asked, feeling a pang of guilt towards him. i'm sorry, but i can't keep lying to myself.
            
            "sa siargao. i planned to bring you here when our feelings were still mutual," as soon as those words left his mouth, his tears began to fall.
            
            i smiled apologetically at him, giving him a nod. i wanted to fulfill at least one of his wishes before we put an end to "us."
            
            nasa siargao na kami, making the most of our moments here before doing the most painful thing that can happen in a relationship.
            
            malapit nang mag-gabi at nandito kami ngayon sa may baybayin, nakatitig sa palubog na araw.
            
            i turned to him, at doon, nakita kong lumuha ang kaniyang mata.
            
            "bitaw na tayo," i said to him, feeling myself tearing up at my own words.
            
            he turned to me with a sad smile. he's smiling, but i know deep inside he is hurting. "pinapakawalan na kita,"
            
            and there, we ended whatever relationship we had, sa lugar na matagal na niyang gustong dalhin ako – sa siargao.
            
            based on DnB series

randoms: dating tayo by TJ Monterde 
            
            the most painful thing that can happen in a relationship is falling out of love. 
            
            imagine the person you've deeply fallen in love with suddenly telling you that their feelings for you have changed, that the love they once felt isn't the same anymore. the heartache of having no choice but to let go of something that meant everything to you is indescribable. 
            
            you plead with them, desperately wanting to give it one more chance, hoping to recapture the magic that once existed between you two. they reluctantly agree, but the effort to reignite the spark feels like courting all over again, a bittersweet journey to salvage what's left. 
            
            you go above and beyond for them, doing everything you can to make them feel cherished. you dream of things you used to do together like singing along to your favorite songs, waking up beside each other, and sharing all those activities you both love so dearly. 
            
            but despite months of trying, they utter the heart-wrenching words, "tama na," and you're left with no option but to let go the person you hold so dear, the person you love with all your heart, because their feelings have shifted. they may still be physically present, but it's someone else they're truly connected to now, someone who isn't you. 
            
            the pain of realizing that the person you love no longer loves you in the same way, and that they're moving on without you, can be the most painful thing that can happen in a relationship and all you can say to yourself is that "miss ko na yung dating tayo,"

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