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365/365 ; thank you 2019 :)

bodo la bila balik rumah je rasa serabut nak mampus , ni belum pergi sekolah lagi ha kang bertambah serabut 

if that's the only way that i can spend my time with him, i don't mind doing that over and over again. 

benda yang aku takboleh lupa masa vidcall dngn dia semalam :
          
          me ; *tengah syok makan onigiri depan dia*
          him ; *tengok je aku makan*
          me ; eee takyah tengok orang makan, malu la hm
          him ; laaa , saya tengok kesayangan saya makan pun takboleh ke?
          me ; takboleh *sambung makan*
          him ; sayang... *pandang lelama*
          me ; ape dia?
          him ; i love you *senyum*
          me ; tengok tu dia mula dah.. *tetiba maluuuu gila*
          him ; ya allah dia blushing la eee comelnyaaaa 
          me ; dalam hati *cair+pasrah* how can i not love you hm :")
          
          moment yang takleh dilupakan weh huhuhu i miss him <3

aku memang terasa gila bila dia kata dia nak call aku .. at last dia tak call .. sumpah rasa nak nangis je , aku tunggu weh .. pastu dia kata tak boleh hm , tapi aku diamkan aje .. ye sebab aku taknak la jadi macam perempuan yang tak reti sabar , aku boleh sabar lagi .. and aku malas nak kecoh , so aku diamkan je .. kononnya tak kisah la HAHAHA YEYE LA TU .. jadi aku pun rasa macam " lantak la kalau nak call tu call jela , taknak takpe hm tak paksa .. " , biar la hati aku ni sakit , aku tak kisah pun .. dh biasa :) fed up .. aku ni dah la tengah sakit teruk , rasa nak mati je haih penat la camni weh sakit sangat hm takpe aku tahankan aje , i still can handle this :")

today is my birthday and im touched .. orang yang aku anggap penting dalam hidup semua wish 12 am :") aku terharu weh srs aku menangis hm , aku sayang sngt hm thankyou for everything gais ♡ next year , SPM .. Insha Allah i will do my best ! 

it's literally cute when someone get jealous over little things .. he really loves you :) i know dia jealous but trust me .. aku tau kau syngkan kau , aku pun syng kau lebih dr tu ^_^

kau fikir kau sape do nak jeling2 bff akuuuu .. ey meh sini dtng dekat aku , aku nk bagi penampor sikit dngn orng kurg ajar camni ey sakit hati la -_-

Imissyou. How can i tell you? You are so far away from me. I miss talking with you. I miss looking at you infront of my own eyes, seeing you smile which is my favourite thing of you. I really miss you. How can i survive another 4-5 years without meeting you? Can i really do it? Maybe it's only been two days since you left the school, i felt like two years. If you miss me, i miss you more than that. Hm you are the best thing happen in my life. Thank you ♡

at least .. i have to accept the fate that we have to be far away from each other :)