aizaery

Editor's Choice unpublished.
          
          The Campus Inbox Series will be discontinued, and I’m not yet sure if I'll ever be able to continue it.
          
          I love writing. I really do. Writing has always been my way of escaping. A place where I could create different worlds, different endings, and sometimes, a version of life that felt easier to live in.
          
          But now, I've reached a point where I can't escape anymore. I have to face my reality.
          
          I can't write anything. I would just stare at the blinking cursor, my mind clouded with thoughts but unable to turn any of them into words.
          
          Every story feels impossible to finish.
          
          So, I'll leave this comfort zone of mine for now. Maybe for a moment... or maybe for a while.
          
          I don't know when I'll come back, or if I'll be able to write the way I used to. To write with ease and without any pressure. But perhaps, stepping away from writing different endings and finally facing the one I'm living in will help me find my way back to writing again.
          
          For now, I think I need to live before I can write about life again.
          
          Until then, thank you for reading my words. Lovelots.♡

@maybexaugustina i appreciate this po and thank you so much

My thoughts are all over the place and I can't seem to bring myself to connect with my stories and write.
          
          As you have probably noticed, I've been publishing and unpublishing stories for the past months. Yes, I managed to write epistolaries, but my heart is always into writing novels. I've been writing novels ever since I was a child. It was as if I always know how to put every thoughts, every imagination, and every experience into my characters. 
          
          However, I'm struggling lately. I badly want to write novels, but I can't. I just can't. And it's frustrating. At first, I thought it was because I have a busy schedule for dealing with my academics, extra-curricular activities, and other matters. But that wasn't the case.
          
          I just can't write like I used to before.
          
          I don't want to say goodbye again. And I won't say goodbye. I just want to say that sometimes I won't be here and sometimes I will.
          
          I'll take my time to find the spark that I have lost and bring back that part of me who writes with all her heart and maybe even more than that. And maybe someday, I would be able to start writing novels again.
          
          Thank you and lovelots. ♡

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