bro everyone thinks Wattpad users are lame ass introverts who cant express feelings and have a max of 2 friends which is true in my case but thats not the point (i also cannot talk to boys help), the point is, theres some users that are actually cool and popular and have 57 followers on ig and this could be like their hehe im so different and slutty moment which is mostly just 12 year olds who claim to have a piss kink unfortunately LOL. am i coming off as rude? if yes ok, idc rn, im just saying whatever i want cause i cant do it anywhere else xd. watta life. I think i broke myself cause lately i feel no romantic feelings at all whatsover except late at night sometimes when i think of this man but ehem thatll never happen amiryt so yes other than that i got nothing. I dont feel a connection with anyone, i dont feel special to anyone except my mother (shout out to moms everywhere {good moms who actually gaf}). Also feel disappointed when a story has such beautiful lines like "and he said the stars were better than anything "_ wait i completely lost that thought my train of thots just collapsed- men are so hot. what? anyways- do u think pigeons like to be choked. they have wierd necks tbh. ye so its so disappointing when story's are so deep and the hashtags under it are "analfisting" like get out. leave. disgustANG. so basically i wanna be rich and liked and rn both seem like impossible tasks why cant stripping be considered a valid career option- not tht i would strip but just in case. ye i have no faith in myself. also shoutout to my two friends who actuallly think im cool. everyone else just tolerating me ig. i wanna be well liked and popular so bad but like the masculine urge to be cold and tough. Theres this one chic thats so cool and talented and she makes friends with everyone so easy i wanna be her so bad lol. i love her tho she a nice girl BUT IM STILL JEALOUS. ehem. have a nice day welp.
