I really can't vent in, can I?
I just want to yap but I'm scared that I will annoyed them.
being jealous is not in my list, yet here I am. watching they all grew well and fonding with each other.
who I am to disturb their friendship? I am just... a loner. they don't even want to be friends with a freak who likes fictional characters.
I rely on my online friends a lot, I don't to involve them in my reality problems anymore. they have their own challenge too so I have to convince myself not to lean on people anymore like they are tools.
...
ops. I vented. I guess, that's it.