I know I can write, but it remains to be seen whether I really have talent. And if I don't have the talent to write books or newspaper articles, I can always write for myself. But I want to achieve more than that. I can't imagine living like mother, all the women who go about their work and are then forgotten. I need to have something besides husband and kids to devote myself to! I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I've never met. I want to go on living even after my death! But then there's a big question, will I ever being able to write something great?