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Im sorry for the late importation but im taking a break i can't deal with my Mental health , i told you guys its been getting better but now it isn't its getting worst day by day i can't deal with it anymore i think of $u!c!d€ and c_tting myself i don't think i can handle much longer until i start c_tting myself again its been 6 months since i started and i want it to go on for year but i can't i want to grab a blade and started attacking it on my wrists but i can't i know i can't with the pain but i want to . I need a therapist and im begging for one like a dog but i don't get it why aren't i getting a therapist . At this point i think i have bipolar because at one moment i am just living the life and a second moment i am crying my eyes out. If someone brings up my childhood or my interactions with men i started crying and i can't i keep getting flashbacks of times i got r@ped and i can't i need a break from life and school is making it worst making it a LOT worst. I know this is a lot to read so im really sorry my loves . And the reason i got up to this path of my Mental health is because of my boyfriend he ruined my life and im scared to break up with him .

Wattpad keeps signing me out of my account amd its getting annyoing someone tell me how to stop it before i deleted the fucking app

~ATTENTION~
          YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN TO BE SHOWERED WITH LOVE SO ENJOY!!!
          Now post this on everyone’s wall who you think deserves all the love in the world
          if you get…
          1 back - your loved
          3 back - your popular
          5 back - your one of the most lovable people out there
          9 back- woah im jealous 
          DONT BREAK THE CHAIN

Hi guys , i am gonna discontinued some of my books because i have alot(20) i made and it gonna be hard to like update them so i am gonna be discontinuing some of my books 
          
          Here are the books i am gonna be discontinuing 
          ( titles) 
          • muzan' husband
          •Gentan or muitan one-shots
          •Childe harem
          •the hashiras Simps giyu!?(react)
          •akaza angst :(
          •a warrior..||Aonung×neteyam||
          
          
          Thats all for now bye! 
          
          Have a good day/night/evening 
          

hi hi! how are you? sorry for not appearing for so long! are you ok these days?

hello my beautiful child, hru? Is everything going ok? checking up on you again! <3

Guys on  Friday the 8th I got a love letter form someone , and my friend saw it her names holly and holly went to the boy who gave it to me( its not him) and asked who have it to me and he told her and I started to beg her to tell me and she did and i found who it was from 
          
          I forgot who tho I have a bad memory tho I can remember things but sometimes when I don't like bring attention to it , I lose  it in my brain 
          
          
          I kind think it was a joke tho , who would like a girl like me?

he gurl, I came to check on you, it's sure been a while, how are you? I hope you are doing just fine, you can vent it all in a book, you don't have to hold your anger just to please someone, remember: Be happy!

Guys I am really sorry that I am gonna have a break because I just found out that my friend is  dead their parents haven't said how they died and I am having panic attacks at random moments today after I found out about it because they were the only person that kept me alive and kept me from doing suicide ( they were Suicidal aswell but I couldn't do suicide because they were always making me smile and laugh that wasn't a  fake smile) and I am writing this after I calmed down from my break down , I know I said I am gonna update my story's but I am having a break . I might update one or two story's only in my break .
          
          I hope you understand. 
          
          I love all of you and I will never forget you all if I finally do suicide. 
          
          THIS DOESN'T MEAN I AM GONNA DO SUICIDE RIGHT NOW OR SO IF I DO SUICIDE PLEASE DO .NOT. DO SUICIDE FOR ME AFTER !!! ( I am nit doing suicide right now) 
          
          Love you guys dearly. 
          
          - Akaza_smips 
          
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p-p-p-pookie.... when a-a-are you g-g-going to u-u-u-update the kokukaza b-b-b-b-book?