akbear_

Hey, come back. 

Uh hi

I'll miss you bye ❤

But this pathetic coward really wanna be your friend so I'll dream long...of you being my friend. Somewhere, where I'm strong enough to stand by your side. 

Fuck me for even dreaming I could be your friend nahh man you are from very high league so so perfect and I'm just a coward who's always hiding 

I'm not lying

I'll pray for you always to reach where you always wanted to be 

No I'm stupid just like they say. No you were not wrong it was all my fault I'm just like they say I'm mean pathetic and weak you always deserved so much more not me it was never me 

But I hate it.... It was okay I was ready to face all rejection my whole fam is shit anyway I know. but if you wanted to be a ghost I wish you never paid attention to me why did you noticed me you shouldn't have..you are not different..

I thought it would be okay