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sorry to rant yall but its better than anything else id be doing ahahahahsh uhh TW FOR SELF HARM!!! i think after relapsing this summer ive been way more prone to getting triggered, not even just sh stuff sometimes just my anxiety will flare up and my first thought will be "oh i should fuck up my legs!!" which didn't happen in middle school like at all, back then i dont even remember why i did it. ive been clean for a month now which honestly feels really good and my cuts are healing well!! im just worried that ill have another serious relapse and if someone finds out and then i might get shoved in a mental hospital. that would not be fun :[ neways, here's to another month of being clean!!!! i can do it!!