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its been a long, long  ,long time and I cant believe how many views each story got but they where deleted  because what I did was put my past in a fanfic nd it felt so right  at the time but now it doesn't  and its part of my past writing how I felt about how I was feeling at the time into fanfics and I was going through shit and cutting starving purging suicide attempts, dissociation ,  depression, anxiety, abuse , 
          	
          	
          	5 years later 
          	
          	lots diagnoses that don't matter anymore , recovery, being happy expectance of myself, therapy ( I didn't have it because of my mom long story) I live with my dad now and a terrible heart break that doesn't matter anymore  don't watch any of o2l anymore I watch Shane Dawson but that doesn't mean I will be writing fanfics about the crew  and I don't watch conspiracies anymore because of mental health stuff its just better not too.  I am gay (  I like girls) trans boy, non binary, and I would like to start some type of diary or my life and how dysphoria is really hard . so a lot has changed and im sorry if u really liked the story it means you are/ still suffering from something like depression or anxiety or maybe something more f u need anything I'm here call me Ambriel I'm just starting to realize my gender and   sexuality so if u got any tips that would be nice. um come to me if u need anything I know what your going through . thanks ambriel