akihioshiro

published for the sake of my happiness, but will not be updating or publishing any chapters (still not ready)

akihioshiro

Remind me that I need to stop falling in love with my works. I end up not finishing them because of it. I edit them too much to the point that most of it doesn't make sense anymore. The plot changes every time I edit it, characters have unconsistent dialogue style, attitude and behaviors. It's like they're all different characters, but in reality, they're the same characters. 
          
          I get stuck at chapter one and that's it. I have no idea what to do with the remaining chapters. 
          
          I have no exact plot line and storyline, I just write what's in my mind and just go with the flow and let my hands type what's next. And I know that it isn't right for an author to create a story without a plot line, and has no direction to where it will go and end. But I am having a hard time writing the plot and where it will start and end. 
          
          I have a lot of great ideas in my head for stories but ends up disregarding them because I don't know what to do with them. 
          
          Do I start another story that I know for sure isn't going to be completed and disregard what I'm writing as of the moment? I don't know. 
          
          They all end up as unpublished works because I don't know how to even start them. How would I end them without knowing how to start a story. All I know is making covers and dialogues but not a whole story.

akihioshiro

"Nothing else matters to me more than you, Rira. Your well-being and mental health is what I'm always worried about. So don't think that I don't care about you, okay? I'm sorry if I haven't checked on you these days, I was busy preparing something. Don't overthink na, okay? I'm here now, you can stop crying. And don't hesitate na mag-message sa'kin, I'll make sure to reply ng mabilis kung kaya ko."